Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 11:31 PM

Life.

If only life hadn't invented things such as love, maybe things would have been better for this world.

Maybe life wouldn't have been so hard for me if I was born somewhere else.
I know I should appreciate the fact that I'm lucky enough to be born in such a safe environment,
But maybe, just maybe, If I experienced real hardship, like people born in other parts of this globe, maybe I would mature more. Maybe things wouldn't be as hard for me as it is right now.

I want to see the vast blue sky, I want to actually be able to see stars in the night sky, I want to feel the cold wind brushing on my skin, I want to see vast fields of grass and flowers, I want to see large rivers and lakes, I want to see tall and beautiful mountains, I want to see snow, I want to see autumn leaves, I want to see everything that I don't get to see in this restricted scenery that I'm being contained in, I want to see life differently.

I want to go somewhere far, far away from the bustling city here, far away from everything I am being forced to face, far away from everything.

Sometimes I wonder why It's so difficult to live my life.