Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 7:21 PM

Tonight, I'ma fight til we see the sunlight.

I LIKE THE SOUND OF BIRDS FLUTTERING THEIR WINGS.

It's been a hectic day, as usual. Had training in the morning which completely sucked my soul out. I felt like a fridge. That didn't make sense but I dont care. Oh, i managed to do the write up... until the second day. I managed to pull through the labyrinth of rusty gears and function without grease. How.. great.
I always wondered how it would feel sitting by a cosy cafe with your bestfriend, where the sidewalks would be quiet and all you could hear are the rustling of leaves and the sound of insects. The weather would be cold and then we could prattle on about our lives, drinking a warm cup of coffee, and the wind would blow in our hair. I like a refreshing ambience. Sounds like a scene in a drama or something, doesn't it? And you know what? I think i've officially gone nuts. I just felt like typing something like this for an inexplicable reason.
Everything's changed. did you know that?
I've been holding it in for so long. did you know that?
I made my premise but i was reluctant. did you know that?
It's tiring. did you know that?
I miss you. did you know that?

Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 10:58 PM

Tick tock on the clock.

What's worse than attempting to do a write up when I have no idea where to start?
Nothing really. But still, that's not the point here!!!!!!!
I AM DYING.
I've completely lost my inspiration to do the write up. My mind is flicking on and off like a switch. Nicole, I am not progressing with the write up at all. Please do not manslaughter me. I feel like a blob now. Sigh.

@ 1:58 PM

We're chasing stars to lose our shadow.

I MISS AUSTRALIA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The birds,
The weather,
The cows,
The mountains,
The forests,
The rivers,
The towns,
The eyecandy,
The people,
The breeze,
The feeling of freedom.
Everything just makes me overflow with exuberance.

Why doesn't Singapore have any of these?

Julianne is going to Japan. Melis is going somewhere "awesome". And me? I'm stuck here, in Singapore. Sure, I went to Australia, but that Isn't much of a holiday for me. I want to go with Julianne to Japan so badly. SO BADLY, YOU HEAR?
Sigh.

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 8:11 PM

I Love You, Audrey Cheong !!!!!!!!!! :D

Audreyaudreyaudrey !

Happy Birthday Audrey Cheong.
You'll always be my favourite senior( Senpai ) & Idol ( Aidou )
Did you get the drift? LOL. Thank you for always being there for me and being such an inspiring person. I'm sorry i posted this so late, will tell you why tomorrow.
Don't keep forcing yourself aight, I know its hard to hold it in. You know you always have me to share your burden with you. Don't cringe at the thought of your problems anymore. Don't be afraid of them okay. I know I'm not at any position to be telling you anything, but I don't want you to see you like that any longer. I can't take it, If you suffer, we can suffer together. You're not alone, audrey. You should know that very well. Stop confining yourself with those repulsive & meddlesome problems. JUST FLUSH THEM DOWN THE TOILET BOWL.
I love you for who you are, so live life to the fullest. AND stop looking so resigned when you ponder into deep thoughts o: Your entire being exudes animosity I can smell your murderous intent kidding. HAHA
SEIZE THE DAY WITH NO REGRETS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * hardcore background music playing * By the way that was an avenged sevenfold song. LOL

When you're sad or when you're down, think about the stories that I told you.
I love telling stories when you're around. Shall I tell you one tomorrow? Are you going to anticipate it? I love how we can relate everything we talk about to our stories.
Like the man drowning at the atlantic trying so hard to look for the fallen bbq pit.
I thought he turned into a monkey but actually I can't remember anymore o:

ANYWAY LUV YOU LUV YOU LUV YOU LUV YOU LUV YOU MUCH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY.

KLUVYEWBAI.

Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 7:42 PM

I wanna know what love is.

It's been a lazy day.
There really isn't much to update about. I'm thinking of changing my blogskin.
Christmas is gonna suck this year. It's so hot now !!! Tomorrow is a speeeeeeecial day.

Kay i'll be serious about this.
Yesterday was boring, I woke up pondering heavily on various things. I texted Rachel and asked her if she had anything on. Then we came to decision - Go over to her place. We cooked lunch at her house ( spaghetti ) and watched boys over flowers while eating. It was in chinese i almost died listening. Talked for awhile, then Jingyi came. Painted our nails and then soon Natalie came over with... as usual, boys ( qikang & hadi ).

Soon we left the place. Jingyi & I rushed to the bus stop tgt and soon, Home.
My blog is decomposing due to the lack of posting.

Put up the christmas decorations today.
Attempted tying a huge ribbon, but to no avail.
Bye. I'll try to update more frequently.

Maybe I'm the only that's been looking forward to It. Things that include us as a whole, things like Christmas, don't we celebrate it together every year? These small little get-togethers that we seldom have are the things that I look forward to the most. I know I've always acted like I was obliged to do these things, but at least I've always been there. Every year. This time, the whole lot of you aren't even going to be here. What's the point of christmas anymore? Obviously what you've all been contriving all these while and what i've been hoping for are two different things. Why are we still celebrating without you guys?

Really, what's the whole point anymore?

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 9:37 PM

Tattoo your name across my heart, so it will remain. Not even death can do us part.

Funny how the inspiration i get that drives me to blog is derived from boredom.
You know, I shouldn't be lazing around and all. I'll get fat o:
Maybe I should do something more practical. Like digging wells for the poor, isn't that just the best way to spend my time? I wanna help out at Mum's office but It gets boring there sometimes. I will persevere ! Plus, I can endeavor and explore places I've never been to.
I'M TIRED !!!!!!!!! I want to drink milk :(

Oh well bai! I will update SOON. (ha. ha.)

Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 9:31 PM

Sydney, Australia.

I look super bad in that but its okay. I like the pic :D

First day:
Went to school at like 5? Then took a coach to the airport. Camwhored after checking in, o: Ate dinner at ajisen ramen then we went on the plane. 7 hours plane ride, i sat with weiqian, yanyee & wenxi :) We sat on the airbus A380. Watched deathnote & slept. Actually i watched more stuff, but i never completed them since they were boring.

Second day:
We reached sydney at around 6AM (Australian time) and took a coach to the Sydney Olympic Park. Took a tour around the place (it was pretty boring) But it was pretty cool at the same time. Well I slept on the bus so I was pretty grouchy o: OH AND the weather was great! It was cold and tingly. Just like the floor at home but colder !!! :D Next headed for Nowra Wildlife Park. Slept on the coach, it was like a 3 hours ride? I almost died. The wildlife park was cool. We saw dingos and emus and horses and kangaroos and crocodiles and wombats and !!!!! MORE. Emu's are dumb. Kay then we checked in to berry sports & recreation. Shared a room with yy, qian & rachel :) Played games at the sports hall. Bathed then everyone was talking in our room so I went to the other room because of some stuff. It was noisy anyway. Eventually we slept after I returned to talk for awhile.

Third day:
Ate breakfast w VNBthree and then we set off to the river to canoe. Sat on a canoe with Gerald & Rachel :D My arm was practically dying. And my shoulders were literally falling off !!! It was fun though. After that we did raft building. Went back to the dorms to change shortly after, and on the way we met kids from an australian middle school !!! THEY WERE SO CUTE. We had buritos for lunch and there me & nicole made friends with Kurt & Jackson. THEY. WERE. SO. CUTE. I think Jackson's cuter ( in terms of personality ). Played at the field with the australian kids. The funniest one was the toilet game. O: Insane man. Though we were kinda isolated, we gradually blended in. c: After that we went to play games at the indoor sports hall and Jackson started dancing. HE WAS SO CUTE OMG OMG OMG OMG faint. Did our reflections after that and bathed. Something happened at night too lazy to explain all i can say is that loser tour guide was extremely annoying to the max. WATER LILLYYYYYYYYY ~~~~

Fourth day:
We had breakfast and I overheard that slimy eel telling mdm foong about the stuff we did the previous night. Typical, much? For our first activity, we had to collect twigs from the ground to start the fire for our damper. But before that we did boomerang throwing. Didn't really feel like doing it, but I did it with qian anyway. After that we collected MORE twigs and we started cooking our dampers. Sat w qian and started the fire. The smoke kept getting in my face so i moved next to my pigster of a brother. Then keith moved too. Qian didn't want to move probably cos she was lazy :# :@ :% :$ Everyone started cooking their damper. I was one of the last few that started cooking but I finished cooking earlier than the others. Luckily it was edible o: Went back to the dining hall to have lunch. Then we played volleyball w zhewen & chongboon(?) I think? Went to do high elements after that. We did the giant swing. I nearly died I HAD AN ADRENALINE RUSH !!!!! I shouted " son of a cow " Its an internal joke. heh heh. Went back for dinner and after that we walked through the fields. Jingyi & I nearly got attacked by a cow o: ( kidding ) it was so cute. Like my dog ! :) We walked further in the forest and settled down at the campfire place. We lit up the campfire using the sticks that me & yy enthusiastically found. We put in so much effort looking for sticks and only had 2 marshmallows !!! So much for our hard work :( I walked with jingyi back to the camp and it was really dark. I will never forget that traumatizing experience !!!! Paul kept attempting to scare rachel & the others. Never worked on me hohoho I am immune! Bathed and designed the cards for the instructors. We own right, Nicole?

Fifth day:
Woke up early. We had breakfast first, then we had to bid farewell to berry camp :( Passed our the cards to the instructors and said goodbye to everyone. Sarah, May, Kurt & Jackson. JACKSONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :'( *WATERFALL* So we left. Visited bomaderry high school lotsa eyecandy ( rachel ) :D Their school rules aren't as strict as ours which is pretty sad. For us, that is. Sat w that idiotic brother of mine. We were doing some weird stuff that primary one kids do, I have no idea why. AND SO SALLY AND DAVE LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER THE END YEAAAAAAAY. After that took a coach to Kiama to eat lunch which wasn't that good. The bus driver brought us to the blowhole! It was coooooool. But anyway after that we headed for Sydney railway station YHA. We settled down in our rooms, shared the room with Nic, yy & rachel. We went out to eat at an Asian restaurant, then we went to shop at this supermarket place. Shopped around w yy, rach, sera & yusheng. We had lotsa of fun didn't we? Then rachel became really scary after i showed her the waterbottle i thought was cute o: LOL. After we went back to YHA, we bathed and sung at the same time. All of us were singing karaoke in the toilets, it was crazy but fun. :D Went down after that, to play computerrrrrrrr. Slept shortly after i signed in to msn telling everyone I was fine.

Sixth day:
Had cereal for breakfast. Then we went to shop at paddy's market. Walked around with Rachel and we bought lotsa stuff ! :D Especially the customized caps. Don't you luv them, rach? :p Met up with jingyi cos she wanted to get the cap too, so after we did the caps we went to the upper levels of the mall. Bought stuff to eat, we didn't take notice of the time and we were late in the end. Went back to YHA to check out and waited for the coach to come. We waited for milleniums. Went to see lots of things :) We saw the sydney opera house and took pictures. After that bused to the direct factory outlets near the olympic park. Shopped with yy & rach. Shortly after, yy vanished. Leaving me & rachel once again ! We are fated to be shopping partners. LOL we bought lotsa matching things. Went around to buy stuff. Puma, Converse, Jayjay's, Billabong, Ripcurl, Rivers, Giordano. BRANDED THINGS !!!! $$$$$ :D Soon, we were already at the airport checking in. The woman took a few hundred years to finish looking through my passport. Bought last minute things at the airport before getting on the plane. Sat with yanyee & Jingyi in the plane. Another 7 hour plane ride. I watched 3 different movies and stopped halfway because they were really boring. The only movie I completed among the movies i watched throughout the two plane rides was deathnote ( i've already watched it many times ). Reached the airport and saw mom & dad waiting outside the belt. Said bye to everyone and left. IT WAS A TIRING DAY.

I AM FINALLY FINISHED I AM SO TIRED NOW I AM HALLUCINATING COWS.
Goodnight!!!!!!!!!

@ 11:18 AM

I know my blog's gotten boring. But i'll update later, about the entire Sydney trip so look forward to it !!! :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 12:04 AM

Anyone else feel like crying?

Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 11:08 PM

Am I the only one moaning about my future?
Sec 3's gonna be terrible. Everyone else is in the same class except for me and a few other people. Why can't the school do things properly? Worst still, I'm not with my bestfriend. I don't know what to do. I don't know anymore.
Life always turns its back on you whenever you need it the most. Where's the justice in that?

Tomorrow is the day I'll be going to Australia. You'll all pray for me, won't you?
I'll miss everyone. I'll get really, really homesick. I always do, whenever i go overseas without my family. You'll all stay safe during my period of absence, right? :)

Maybe I shouldn't talk to you after all. There's no point anyway.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 10:46 PM

If you need my arms to run into, I'll come for you.

I'm going to Australia in 2 days and I haven't started packing a single thing.
But I can't seem to bring myself to pack. I don't want to leave when we've just started to accept our separation. I love my class! I really don't want to separate from all of you, because everyone appreciates each other. Even if we despise a certain individual amongst us, in the end, everyone appreciates the little things we've done for each other. We love each other so much, and that's one of the strongest traits our class has, that every other class doesn't have.
This year's chalet will be etched in my heart for eternity. The card games, the pizza, the gossip, the heart-to-heart talk, everything. Why is it that, separation is inevitable? I wish we could make things last, I don't want to separate.. I don't want to so much.
Everyone was so understanding. We would always laugh and smile at the smallest, miniscule things. It's really hard to walk away, I don't want to let go of anyone of you. If we're not together, it's just wrong. LIFE is wrong. I love all of you so so so much.
I want to keep holding on, and I hope no one would let go of the spark that keeps us together.
Tomorrow is finally the day. Different class or not, everyone of us will always, and ALWAYS be a part of 2E3'09. I'm always acting strong in front of all of you. Everyone else is bawling their eyes out about our nostalgic memories together, but I'm just standing there, acting nonchalant. I'm not strong enough to face all of you with an unknown face that you guys rarely come across.
What could have been? What might have been? All that matters is the tiny and warm spark of togetherness that cannot be extinguished. No matter where life takes us to, we will always be together. I love you all.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 10:09 AM

Chalet & Australia.

How many years has it been since i last posted? I just realised, without posting, my english would start to deteriorate. So that aside, there's a classchalet today, with my rambunctious class. Til thursday, in fact. But i'm staying til Wednesday, after the barbeque. Lately i've been lacking sleep, ALOT. I don't know why either but I can honestly say, I'm tired. Tired of how life always deceives me and then everything would seem so unreal. When will i be disillusioned?

Australia on Saturday. Going with the volleyball girls for the sports and ug camp. I expressed deep anticipation for it at first, but now I'm beginning to dread it. I know i'll get insanely homesick knowing I'm so far from home.

Should i post about my tedious days with Audrey?
Friday & Sunday she came over to my house to play mps ! Donuts.
Yesterday I almost died with her. We were over at her house and I, the human troubleshooter, was helping her download stuff. It took quite awhile to finish downloading so she said she was gna sleep. She started talking and laughing to herself in her sleep. What a horrendous experience ! Are they lesbians?

Okay I have to go pack now. Meeting the girls at 1 to eat lunch before the pretraining.
Bai

Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 12:39 AM

Where are you?

I think yanyee's going to call obama now.

Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 12:41 AM

Think.
Censored.
Copy.
Censor.
Censor.
Copy.
Me.
Where's the justice?

( Sorry if i don't make sense. )

Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 9:09 PM

I have a splitting headache now.
My stomach is churning cos i ate too fast and my head is spinning in rapid motion !!!! ):
Today.
Training. Lunch w the vbgirls. Home.
Not gonna elaborate much on this because it was pretty much boring, except we talked alot and with all the speech bubbles overlapping each other (omg gamefreak).

Anyway, to the rest of my friends that have been helping me for the whole year, this is for you guyz.


Audrey,
audrey, audrey, audrey. My favourite senior forever :p In sec one we wrote letters to each other alot. Remember our flaps & slippers? We used to play mps together, and whenever you stone i'll take a screenshot. This year we don't write letters as often as last year, but we still do. And we go out more often, everyfriday :D Plus, if it wasn't for you I would never had known some people. I love how we joke about our arabian language system and our many stories. Don't you just love the ajisen ramen one the most? Where the indian guy turned into a monkey or something? And also about the camels. And the arabian girl in the toilet combing her hair. AND THE HONEYBROWNSAUCE. I miss catching ! And tabletennis. Really, what would I do without you? Oh and please stop being retarded all the time k. Luv you to the max *insertheart* !!!!

Volleyball Girls,
*WILL UPDATE TOMORROW WHEN NATALIE SENDS ME THE PICS. LUV YOU GUYS !!! :D (L)(L)(L)

Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 11:06 PM

I AM GOING TO CORNTEENEW.
And i'll update about today, tomorrow. Because i am really really really tired right now but i can't sleep yet cos my hair is still wet.
Sigh. I have decided to tune in to the radio because it seems it helps to lift spirits.


Qikang,
YO BROTHA. You're one of the few guys that i am actually close to ( in class ) o: I can talk to you about anything because i trust you :) And sometimes you talk to me about your own problems and then i give you advice but i get this feeling you don't understand a shit. /: HAHAHAHA and i'm talking to you now ! :D Maybe i should listen to muttons to midnight now, too? I told you i wasn't gonna dedicate anything to you but i was just kidding !!!! ARE YOU SHOCKED okay maybe not. We'll probably still see each other often even though we might not be int he same class right? We'll still hang around the playground around my house together with cherie, right? WHY AM I ASKING YOU QUESTIONS?!??!?! Anyway, i remember the times we would go downstairs to play basketball ( even though i never played ) and how that one time I came down with messy hair and refused to play frisbee with you and cherie. I hope we'll still be in the same class next year :) Luv.

Noah,
Erm, i never really talked to you, but you're really nice and helpful. I just wanna let you know that I appreciate your help especially during family day. It was the first time I saw you helping around and It really left an impression on me. I hope you'll still be that way even though we may not end up in the same class. C:

Rongyao,
JUNZIIIIIIIIII. Hello rong rong o: I'll miss youuuuuuuuu. You're like super cute and you're like the only angel amongst the boys ( in case you take it the wrong way i'm not insulting you LOL ) I love how you'd smile at me and say hi, i love how you'd joke around with me during math even though i'm always talking to liz. I'm sorry that sometimes i might scare you or something ( idk ) But, i just want you to know you're an awesome friend. Thank you for always bringing laughter to me, and if you ever, need me at ALL, i promise i'll be right here. YOU ARE LIKE SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEE. I'm sorry i couldn't help you with math, whenever it's math lesson. I am really really sorry :( Rongyao, you're a very good friend to me and i really, really wish we could be in the same class next year. Luv!

Jaben,
HI JAYJAYJAY :D Thank you for everything. I'm sorry if your dedication was shorter than others but i have alot to say to you but i just don't know how to say it out in words, so don't take it the wrong way kay? You've helped me alot and I love how you tease me with my shoebag. Hongkongbank :D I'll always remember your part during drama as Bengseng. The way you act is rly funny and i think you'd make a fine canteen cleaner next time ( i'm kidding ) Luv you all the same. Thx for everything jayjay. LOL.

Renyong,
hello IDIOT !!! You know i was never close to you and i never really talked to you much. But can you stop being delusional? Last year you and qikang kept bullying me on the bus, and this year you've become really delusional. The memories that stand out the most throughout everything else, always end up with you being in a bus - -. Anyway, goodluck with J k! :D I'll support you. Thanks for everything. :) AND IM SORRY ABOUT THE BUS THING WITH NATA LOL. And stop being delusional. Or else i might have to take a vacuum cleaner to vacuum you back into reality.

Keith,
HI KEITH !!!!! :D Thanks for accompanying me today. I would've died walking alone at night ._. I'm glad you came with me today. Plus you've been a great moniter. You can be really really nice but sometimes in school you kind of blow up and start being retarded LOL. I love the way you say " OI " !!! So gangster man. Hahahaha, anyway, i'm sorry we're always bullying our moniter. You've been a great moniter, and i'm serious. i don't know if anyone thinks the same way, but i wish you could be our moniter for the rest of our secondary school life. You're the best moniter ever!!! And i hope we'll still take the same bus home next year. Thanks for everything once again, luv.

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I'm tired. Bye everyone, i'm sorry i left out some people. ): ( i am very tired right now )
But i love everyone in our class, so it doesn't matter either way.
Luv you all, and i am very thankful to all of you for always supporting me and for always pushing me forward. All of you will always be with me, be it memories or deep down in my heart.
I love all of you, and thank you so, so much.
I promise i will always be right here, for each and every one of you.

1E3'08 & 2E3'09, I love you.
In the years to come, will we think about the moments that we shared?
Are you gonna think it over, how we lived each day, seizing it with no regrets?
Everything will always come to an end even though we don't want to accept it.
The road ahead of us holds different aspirations for each and everyone of us.
There is no other choice for us, even though our decisions may be hurtful.
Though separation is never easy, our unity will never die.
There might be things we might have regretted saying,
But we will always be there for each other, right?
We'll always be together, so we will never say goodbye.

@ 8:34 PM

I'm kinda tired right now so i'm sorry if my dedications and too short ):
It's the thought that counts right? :)

Sharon,
Hello. I don't rly have much to say to you since we were never close, but i don't know why our conversations always end up with you asking me if i had a boyfriend or what kind of guy i like. It's all about guys !!!! Haha, anyway. I love to tease you because all your vulgarities come out and its not like i derive pleasure from vulgarities but the way you say them is HILARIOUS. Luv you so much (:

Shiyee,
Heeeeeeey, I remember last year we were kinda close. Stayed back tgt all the time :) I rly miss those times. This year we normally talk about exams and results, thats all. But thanks for the wonderful times we've spent together throughout the entire 2 years i've had with you. Luv so much !

Wenxi,
Hello! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :( and omg i have so much to say to you but i guess i'll make it brief this time. Thank you for ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS laughing. Whenever i'm down you'll always come up to me and hug me, then you'll laugh it off and make me smile again because your laughter is contagious ! I know last year we were really close and we drifted this year, but i will never forget the times we had together. And plus, we will always be friends right? Chalet will be fun, and i'll use that time to spend more time with you. I love you so much, and thank you for always being there for me. Stop telling people that i like e okay, because it's is FALSE ! ): We hate copycats right? :D ( ask me on msn ) Anyway, i hope we'll see each other often next year. I will miss you so much. Luv you !

Teojing,
WATSUP GRANDMOTHER !!!! HOW'S IT GOING, YO? I'll miss the times i played along with you, especially when you speak with a weird accent and i'll just go withthe flow. Then we'd laugh it off later, oh my gosh. Those were awesome times, and even though i was never really close to you, i'm glad we've been spending more time together nowadays. Chalet will be fun for both of us, and i don't want to watch 2012, too! :( Shall we go to kbox while they're watching? HAHHAHAA I LOVE YOU GIRL.

Deirdre,
To my dearest mother, i promise i will be a filial daughter for the years to come. Thank you for always being there, and sharing your thoughts with me. If you had never told me i wouldn't have realised how much of a jerk i was last year. Thank you so much for being such a loving mother, and i know how much you've gone through as a monitress. But even so, thank you for everything you've done and continue to be an awesome mother. (: LUV YOU SO MUCH MOM.

Elijah,
YOUUUUUUUUU i feel like slapping you ( kidding ) i have alot to say to you but i won't say it all. Anyway, you've been an awesome best friend. We used to be really close last year, ( even though we never talked in school ) and now we've drifted alot, but its alright. As long as you're happy. You've always been there for me, and even though you suck at advice just like your mother ( nata ), you always listened without judging me. Like mother like son right? Cos both of you are my best friends o: I know you read my blog often but you never tag ( does that even make sense?!?!?!? ) Thank you for always listening to me. Sometimes i feel i'm being irritating but you never show it so i can never be so sure. YOU'RE ONLINE NOW OMG I BETTER TYPE THIS FAST BECAUSE WHEN YOU GO OFFLINE, YOU'LL ONLY COME BACK ONLINE A HUNDRED YEARS LATER !!!! Thanks for everything you've done for me, and i really, really appreciate it. You're the best!!!!!!!! :D Luv c:

..... ( BATHE NOW CONTINUE LATER )

hate people with no originality. ( not referring to anyone in class (: )

Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 10:30 PM

There's training tomorrow and i'm dreading it so much.
There is also a briefing in school.
I just want to stay home and crawl around on the floor.
Is that so much to ask for?!!???!?!?!? ):
The floor feels cold and it's all tingly :D

Yesterday :
Was supposed to meet the vbgirls at 11 @ amkhub, but i turned up at ION @ 1+ /:
Yanyee thought I was a stalker !!! And so we walked around and subsequently bought the cake for weiqian. We were trying to hide it from her, but to no avail o:
Ate at hongkong cafe and this WOMAN, came up to us and said 'so who's birthday is it? I saw the cake leh" ( in chinese ) and we all went " WTF ". Like it was supposed to be a surprise and all and this malicious woman had to ruin it all. sigh. I think she was trying to make us angry and stuff, cos practically everything she did pissed us off ( inside ).

Telling weiqian about the cake
Bringing us the cake before eating ( wtf who eats cake before our main meal? )
Promoting their membership card by saying " since it's your birthday, i shall personally tell you about our membership priviledge "
I think she is going through menopause.

Camwhored alot and then blablabla ( lazy to elaborate )

Today:
Went out w Jul to ION again & bought stuff.
Watched a movie at her house and ate dinner there.
I AM ROTTING AT HOME NOW YAY.

BAI

@ 2:44 AM

Help me with this - What's a 'yesterday song'?