Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 9:28 PM

Samantha,
Hello XIAO LONG NU howz teh prata? Hohoho. You're amusinggggg. What entertains me the most is whenever me & nata stand behind you and Fel, we're always wondering " are they really friends or more than that? " The sound of your laugh makes me feel like laughing too because it's just too laughable to not laugh about your laugh. :D ( did you get confused ) Thanks for all you've done this year. You're the math goddess now o: HAHAHA. Goodluck & Luv ! Hope you'll get along better with junzi. ( rong * cough cough * yao )

Felicia,
Felicia! Exam buddy :) We're always together during exams and i remember we were always together during camp. I love how we used to walk out of the examination room, prattling obnoxiously about the answers we wrote on the exam papers and then get all agitated over them. You've been a great friend and i am so so sorry about last year. Love you :) I'll never forget the colour of your face whenever you laugh. You're like a pink bean ( idk what this is ) o:
Hope we'll be in the same class next year. (L)

Normala,
HELLO. Haha, i remember the first day i met you. We were at the science lab, and there was something dirty on it and i remember mrs jeya asking us to clear it. And then both of us glanced at each other saying " I'm not doing it !!! " HAHAHA. You're hilarious. I'll always remember you as " the person below me " ( KIDDING ) You know why right? Cos you're 13 and i'm 12. LOL.
Last long w your boyf k, luv you so much.

Jannah,
HELLO JANNAH LUO/CULLEN. ( you've got so many names ) I will always, ALWAYS remember that ONE time. When you came to school with double eyelids so obvious it looked like your eyes were bulging out. I guess it was due to lack of sleep? Haha, and stop imitating my blur face! I didn't even realise i had that kind of expression until you guys told me. HAHA, luv you. Stay pretty w single eyelids k! You look great either way. Single eyelid or double, you're still pretty :D

---
I'm very tired ! ):
Today was the most pointless day ever.
We had to walk all the way to lower peirce and then come back ( i don't even know why )
Everyone was dying by the time we were walking back.
After school we did NYAA and everyone dreaded it at first, but most of us stayed for pretty long just to slack. Mr Lee refused to approve our booklet ( wherever the hell he was ).
While waiting for the others, we watched our dearest miss singapore world 2009 on youtube.
Proves how bad our brain was functioning. It wasn't even stimulating properly.
Brain Memory Capacity = zilch.
AFTERWHICH WE HAD PRATA HOUSE AFTER MUCH DELIBERATION AND WE WENT HOME.
I am so tired goodbai, i'll continue the rest tomorrow.

Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 9:23 PM

Part 1 :)

To my dear beloved class,
Iluvyou all. (:

Ariel,
You're so cute!!!! Thanks for being a great friend. I remember all the times we sat together during exams and how we used to discuss about our exam preparation in the morning, just before the paper would start. How we would glance at each other while taking the paper, and laugh it off later. You're a really nice person, and one day, i'll definitely do better than you ! :D
Luv.

Elizabeth,
You've been an awesome best friend. Sometimes, we share our problems with each other and for god knows whatever reason, we'll just start to joke about it. Be it depressing, or infuriating, you never fail to make my problems sound humorous ( not in a bad way ). I remember how we used to be lab partners last year, and we would prattle on about stuff as if there was no tomorrow. And how you used to think HE liked you !!!! This year, we've been sitting with each other more often. During art and math. I admire your unwavering confidence. Its just that you're ... just stronger than me. And i am sorry if i ever distracted you during math. I am so sorry i couldn't help you with math, even though i was sitting right next to you. My math isn't all that great either, but i would have loved to help you either way. We get super retarded whenever we're together, what with all the lame jokes and the stationery-house that made you so embarrassed. And i especially love how we used to imitate Elijah's trademark "L". I have so much fun whenever you're around, and i love that part of you. Thanks & much love. Hope we'll get into the same class next year :)

Cheryl,
erm, yeah...

Sueanne,
you're a really funny person. you've got a good sense of humor and your face makes you look like a 'i don't care' person, but in actual fact, you're really caring and you're funny, too. I love your short armssss (L). :D Not to mention, you're great at studies. Thanks so much for the joy & laughter you've brought to us. Luv :)

ChuaNa,
hello choona! :D Though I wasn't that close to you last year, this year I feel more comfortable around you, and you're really nice. Btw, i love the way you smile ( omg tico ) LOL. Anyway, cheerup okay. I know you have friendship problems, and its not like it was anyone's fault. Cheerup, and keep smiling k :D

Georgine,
Erm, thanks for the entertainment. It was rly entertaining :)

Jasmine,
Hello, girl. You're the one i always fight with over korean boys, haha. I understand you're facing certain problems too, and i'm not in any position to judge you or even attempt to comment on it.
Cheerup alright :) We were pretty close last year, in the beginning. I don't know what happened, but its alright now, since we're both happy. Thank you for everything, luv. :)

Rachel,
Literature partner! whatsuppppp :D I'm not that close to you, but i enjoy talking to you during lit lessons. You're always smiling all the time, and you seem to have something against horny people ( i am kidding, nata :D LOL ). Your studies are alright too, why do you have to be so awesome in chinese?!?! ):

Natasha,
YOYOYOYOYOOOOOOOOO. :D I'll kill you!!!! Stop talking about how dull your life is when in actual fact it isn't. You've got an awesome bestfriend, a.k.a ME. I love you and thats all that matters, right? I remember last year, we used to go out in a 'clique'. And i stopped hanging around with them ... o: And i am so sorry that i always rant on you. Hate some guys, you know? I just can't stand it. And you often tease me about it and i'll get back at you by using the * hand sign * . Can you stop being so horny? ( KIDDING ) thats one part i like about you, being ignorant when it comes to horny stuff. LOL, luv you anyway. I know i can talk to you about anything because you never judge me and i appreciate it. You're always laughing, but sometimes you blow up and thats scary but i don't care. I still love you :) It's been a great 2 years, and you've been my partner for so long. And i'm really glad you and I share the same thoughts sometimes, because its like i can tell you everything about it and you'll agree with me. Thanks for always being there for me even though you suck at advice ( i am kidding ) You're an awesome best friend. Thank you & love you so much :) Hope to still be in the same class as you next year !!! :D

I'M TIRED SO I'LL CONTINUE THE REST TOMORROW.
Thank you to everyone, you guys make up the greatest class in the world.
It's sad that we'll be parting next year, but my experience with you guys will be etched in the depths of my heart for eternity.
I love you all !

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 9:39 PM

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You, When I fall
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and your smile,
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It just feels alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

@ 8:32 PM

Dreaming about providence

I am sorry to everyone I have unintentionally hurt.
I am sorry for being so ignorant.
I am sorry for whatever I was not able to do.

I will continue to persevere with everyone's unwavering support.
I am truly sorry for everything i was not able to help with, or do.
For blatantly exposing things without even realising it myself.
For (insert whatever you want here).

I guess It's time I seek penance of some sorts.
Every cloud has a silver lining,
I am not living a dull, lackluster life.
I am blessed to be In such a rambunctious class.
To have such endearing friends.
To have close friends that never falter when I am in need of help.

Once again, I am sorry, and thank you.

Thank you to everyone. I love you all.
:)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 10:44 PM

manure.

I have an irritating rash on my leg ):
We're getting back result slips tomorrow AND, we're going for the NEWater trip.

I really ought to sleep right now but my leg hurts like KLAJNLKFSJNALKDHSA
MY MOM IS BACK !!!!!!!!!!!

I shall consult her for rash medication.
GOODBAI MY MINIONS !!!!

I am back all you morons.
I have decided to blog some more as i have absorbed a wave of inspiration !
Isn't that just wandurfoolz ?!?!?!?!
Shut up.

RIGHT, i don't know what to blog about for faeces' sake.
I dont even know where i'm going with this.
BUT SCREW IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. :B

Therefore the verdict is that,
you're all screwballz or whatever retards mean in your own language.
Everybody is crazy.
The End.
clap clap clap

SUFFERING .....
A SHITLOAD OF SUFFERING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( JUL )

Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 11:01 PM

Just so you know, i am not siding anyone.
Can't we just get along? It's the last week of school.
It's the last week of 2E3. Its the last few days of school together.
Don't get me wrong, i just want everyone to be happy before we go our separate ways.
Luv you all.

Ps/ The post below does not refer to anyone in our class. And you can interrogate all you want.
But know this, i will not do anything to tarnish our class relations, thus you can rest assure that the previous post does not refer to anyone in our class.

@ 7:21 PM

uwahnahbeez

Today was shiet, i swear.
It was a shitload of shiet.
Bet you're wondering why i'm spelling shit and shiet differently but you know what?
I DON'T KNOW AND THAT IS NOT THE POINT.

I CANNOT STAND WANNABES.
But unfortunately for you i am no ahlian and sorry to disappoint but i do not cuss unnecessarily.
Firstly
You bloody get on my nerves and you bloody act on your own accord and you bloody LUURRVE to look for trouble.
Secondly
I cannot comprehend why you LUURRVE to look for people's flaws and stir up trouble?!?!!?!
Thirdly
You are a disgrace to the friends you stick up for.
SECOND LASTLY !!!!!!!!! ( IDK WHAT IS THE WORD )
Who knows how many screwballs you've accumulated in your head from the senseless shit you do as your daily routine.
Lastly
No offence, i'd like to know why people like you exist.

You know, people like you and me just can't co-exist with each other in the same vicinity !!!! O:

Damn people like you to hell.

Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 11:11 PM

Sometimes I wonder why I even keep a blog.
But like, TO HELL WITH IT HAHAHAHA.

Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 9:38 PM

Rendezvous

Yesterday:

School, then had training in the afternoon.
Physical training was fun for the first time. It's crazy i tell you.
But it was rly fun! :) Anyway went home after that.

Today was :)
Woke up at around 10 and i couldn't sleep anymore ):
I MISSED MUSIC BANK TODAY CRAP.
Anyway i woke up and started watching anime this morning. ( i am so deprived of anime )
I'm watching two at the same time.
Met Audrey at hub to catch My Sister's Keeper.
It was rly sad i cried in the movie ):
THEN WE WENT TO HER HOUSE AFTER TOPPING UP OUR CARDS.
Took a walk before dinner and we decided to make up a story.
What with all the penguins, northpole, barbeque pits, frogs and whatnot.
"and so the frog carried the barbeque pit to the northpole but died along the way ( @ the sahara desert ) because it took about a millennium to get there."
I'm glad you're feeling better drey :D
Then she counselled me and i received an one-day MC. Thanks man it is so well-written.
Had dinner and then we talked and went down to meet some people and THEN i went home.

Yay :)
Bai.

Ps/ I hate people who have no sense of originiality. I honestly cannot comprehend why they just cannot rely on themselves to look good. Like, what's the brain for if there isn't any hint of creativity flowing through it? Don't upset others anymore. It's gone too far.

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 8:16 PM

Audrey Cheong, :)

Hope.

For Audrey Cheong,
( i didn't want to upload your pic cos i'm scared you'll castrate me if i posted an unglam picture o: )
Audrey,
I know i won't be able to understand how much you're going through right now.
But then again, you're not the only one with problems.
Though my problems may not be as perplexed as yours, but i sort of understand your feelings.
I hate to see you upset all the time, it makes me even more upset knowing that i can't help you.
You never really tell me much about your problems ( not that i mind rly ) but all i can tell you right now, is that you can always count on me for support. I may not be fully aware of your situation but i will always be around for you. No matter what decision you make, no matter how troubled you are, i will always bear the burden together with you.
I hate to see you so dejected.
You've unwittingly helped me numerous times, and right now i want to reciprocate.
I hope you'll cheer up :)

I just want you to know that there are lots of people, eg your friends and family, who care about you and luv you very much. You have good friends and a nice family, what more can anyone ask for? I may not be able to comprehend your friendship problems, but w/e. You have carey, me, darren and definitely many more.
I just want you to have more faith in yourself and don't always tell yourself "what if i can't do this or that?". Think positive, as long as you're willing to, anything is possible to pursue.
I just want you to know that you're not alone.

I love you for who you are and nothing can change that.
You may not believe something so absolute but hopefully you will.
Luv. :)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:54 PM

I am so tired of this.
It's sick that everything is so ... petrifying.

I don't know what to do anymore.

@ 5:27 PM

Why do i feel 'sif i'm the only one carrying a heavy burden?
Just when you think you've got it all,
you suddenly lose it all.
So what if exams are over? So what if you feel free? All the pressure just comes back to you.
What's the point?

Yesterday :

Went out w Jul and kfc.
Bought chocs at taka, then had lunch at seoul garden.
Jul and I took pictures of our reflection on a spoon ( lol )
Cycled at ECP.
Bathed at her house and went home.
( Sorry i left out specific details, lazy & tired )

Today :
Interclass games in the morning.
Ran the marathon, came in 2nd.
Got our results back.
Nothing else - - ( i don't want to post about insignificant things )

Bai.

Sometimes i wonder what blogs are for if you can't blog to your heart's content.

Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 6:16 PM

extremely ridiculous post

I just read something extremely traumatizing o: !!!!
I'm like at a loss now.
Maybe i should just type out whatever comes in to my head hahahahhaa.

Weeeeeeeeeee
YES

DOWN
downdowndowndown

carbon dioxide = brain conserving liquid detergent
i luv to eat broccoli.
i think garbage bags are the most ingenious inventions in the world.

?!?!?!?!?!

Anyway hello. As much as i'm proud of being a singaporean,
i think some singaporeans are really too scary. ( apart from me that is HAHAHHAHA )
I should just live a happy life. Wheres my friend ?!?!?!?!!!?
FAINT.

Kbai.
this post didn't make sense at all but whatever :p
I'M HAPPY !!!!!!

Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 9:28 PM

Today was boring as hell.

So, today i shall talk about irrelevant topics.

3 reasons why i dread school:

1) Because school sucks
2) Because school sucks

And finally,

3) Because school sucks.

Oh, i forgot there's a fourth reason.

4) Because school sucks.

Anyone with me?

I just had a premonition.
Ps/Audrey called me to say she wants to live in africa.

@ 12:58 PM

This boy is mine too. (:
TOO BAD

@ 11:02 AM

AJ is mine and i don't care what you say thx :)
Don't steal k? THXVMUCH.

Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 5:12 PM

Mine, thx.

Mine, thanks.

Today was a terrible day.

Yesterday was still alright, it was fun, as a matter of fact.
Well whatever, we went to east coast park to cycle. It was fun, but i kind of don't want to be reminded of it. Like srsly i don't even know why.

( The following rant does not refer to anyone from school. )

There's a limit to how pissed off one can get.
There's also a limit to how screwed a person can get, too.

Whatever the case is, he/she will never succeed in life. ( Like yay )
It's been a long time since I was this angry.


I wish you could stop being so stubborn.

Oh, and can you stop tainting that person? I barely know her/him anymore, ever since your arrival.
You can't just take advantage of his/her emotions. It's selfish.

And i wish you would stop hurting people with your disgusting facade.
It's annoying to those who can't do anything but watch.
You don't even know how it feels, and it's sick that you're so oblivious.

( if you think it's you, it's not. don't assume on your own. because the person i'm talking about would never be able to come across my blog. )

Ending here.
I might accidentally massacre the place if i don't stop soon.

Edit:/ I have an awesome best friend :)
Edit2:/ This is like the 7millionth time i've edited this post.

@ 4:37 PM

Some people have issues. I don't understand why they are so screwed up.
I want to talk to someone right now. I wish they could understand.
I wanna slap someone to vent my anger !!!!! T.T

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 4:07 PM

Chickenwars

What a way to wake up at 4 in the morning.

Ate something bad yesterday, woke up with stomach cramps and diarrhoea.
My stomach was insanely upset !!!!
The best part was while i was grasping my stomach like mad, i kept thinking of mathematical equations.

Then i was like " ah, cramps... 6 out of 12. "

I kept thinking about fractions the most. My natural affinity with mathematics has gone beyond controllable.

Do you know how absurd waking up with insane stomach cramps and thinking of fractions at 4AM in the morning is?

Like, AXLMNCKLAJHKLDJSAKJIUQOWAQ PAINFUL y=9/x+7b 6/12 = 1/2 fx/x=mean cramps = {m,a,t,h} P(cramps)=6/12 ASJHDCIASJNKAJKGIRI!&*&@$RISJNA PAIN

But i went to school anyway. Had oral, then homed.

My chicken colony has been rapidly increasing.
I can start my chickenwars soon.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 7:43 PM

Duped

I don't know where i belong. But i'll be moving on.

@ 12:38 PM

Time to breed my chicken colony !!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA
I KNOW THAT WASN'T FUNNY !!!!

Do you know how it feels to have a huge burden lift in an instant?!?!?!??!
I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ZXCZXVXCBKUHALKJLDKASMCAS

No more papers, no more procrastinating teachers, no more angled clocks, no more stress!!!!!!!!

I FEEL SO LIGHT ( i know i'm fat )
I FEEL SO FREE
I FEEL LIKE I CAN FLY ( argh i'm not lifting up cos i'm too fat )

I've finally relinquished everything that was holding me down.

I am no longer deprived of my social life, REJOICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BANZAI HALLELUJAH FIGHTING SUCCESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dsajhkgsjaolweijhfkldsjnlaksjflakgjsljalsjdlkfjalskjhdalskdvsklnckxnzbksdkajfhsgdkjhfbai.

Ps/ I lost most of my links. So if i missed out your link, i probably couldn't remember your url. Yaknow, some people change their urls as fast as my brain can stimulate ( kidding ) Like, I don't know what they're thinking. Anyway, tell me if i missed out your link, i'll link you back up. This time, i probably will. ( LOL )

Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 9:55 PM

SAD

MY LCD SCREEN DIED ON ME :(
NOW I'M USING A NORMAL COMPUTER SCREEEEEEEEEN *stifles tears*
I want my lcd !!!!!! :(
Sigh, it betrayed me....

Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 11:04 PM

Drama Pictures

HAHA towkai worshiping our goddess.

office ladies



noah's looking cool B)

<<< Lady fel.

Sexy ladies ( Sam & Sharon )

Chuna's head ( i think )

Jasmine and choona! :D pretty dress.

T.

Who knew darren could look this good o:



( If you find any unglam pics, tell me and i'll take them down for you )

Good day :)

Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 9:57 PM

Life's a game but it's not fair.

( Taken with my own phone. Luv it )
Suppohhhhhhhhhhh!
I'm back you know? But like i'm gonna go hiatus mode.
I WILL OFFICIALLY RESURRECT THIS BLOG AFTER EXAMS.
Please look forward to it and anticipate. ( Yay )

NO ONE FREAKING READS ANYMORE.
I don't know why i still bother to update.
My taggers and readers perished along with my sense of blog-updating.
Hate school. hate doing badly. hate biased teachers.

You see, this certain teacher, holds something against me. And did you know? She doesn't know how to handle her her own anger and humiliates herself when she attempts to. This one time, i rolled my eyes at her. Twice, in fact. ( It seems a chasm was fostered ) Since then, she's been holding a grudge against me. It is so severe, apparently it has gone beyond the abyss of grudges.
And because of that, she takes it all out on my english results. What a joy. - -

Yesterday, there was a tremor at home. The lights were swaying around and the hdb felt like a rocking chair. It seemed there was an earthquake in Sumatra 7.9 magnitude.
Today, had drama rehearsals after school. After which we headed for bugis to get our "costumes"
Tired. Gonna go sleep soon. Seeyawlz.