Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 9:32 PM

hello.
someone is telling me to update .
so i will.
i havent been in the best of moods for the past few days
esp saturday. let me ask you something.
do i have an attitude problem ?
maybe i have alot of haters in school.
&&& thanks to NATAAAA for cheering me up that day.
i called her and started crying :/
and now she's spamming me like mad on msn.
LOL. i actually wanted to call liau. but,
too bad she was out. erm erm , after that , xuan called .
xuanxuanxuanxuanxuanxuanxuanxuanxuan <33 !
he's the bessssssssssssst chipmunk ever :D
LOL.ohohoh , and the new song by nightwish owns ya'll.
amaranth ; ! hahaaah , erm erm erm .
tomorrow will suck. esp the morning.
yesyes, saturday went out with goose and jasmine &nataa. {:
lalalaaaaa. okay, i'll end here. i'll update more tomorrow.
because now i dont have time to waste. ROAR.
seeyea ya'll.

Don't cry,
Because a true love never dies.
And when you need my arms to run into,
I'll come for you,
Nothing will ever change the way i feel.

Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 6:45 PM

retarded lah.
today is the worst day of my life can.
i almost cried during lessons.
well, lets not talk about lessons because they suck
after school, i saw audrey&dawn {:
audrey was eating &dawn was doing some speech .
went up with audrey to get her bag.
saw euniceeeeeeeeeeee ! and then the VP walked by.
and yeah you could guess what happened.
auuuuuudrey & i,
got caught for our skirt , hair and the words i wrote on my hand.
she says its a 'mark' . she asked me, ' what sort of gang is this? '
HELLO YOU STUPIDFAG.
its my name lah dey. she told me she didn't want me to get caught by the police blablablah.
( so fake, i know. )
she told me to get a new skirt and wtfbbqzxcszxcs.
gotta report to her for one week. ohohoh, worse thing was,
when i reported to her again when i washed off the 'mark' on my hand,
she caught me folding my skirt. i hate this VP man.
i felt like crying , and i was really feeling low that time.
welll , at least this is the first time me & auuuuuud got caught by her {:
tomorrow is walkathon. after that, might go to plaza sing for awhile then go to the fiesta .
bored. boredboredbored.

somethings that were said today, made me feel
very very upset. maybe its true,
what eliz said. but i cant hide from it,
though it might hurt, it may be the truth.

&tell me that you love me,
everything's alright.
when you're right here by my side,
i catch a glimpse of heaven, &i find my paradise.

Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 8:31 PM

i am very veryvery upset.
we lost today.
and bukit merah vballers are so #@$*&#@^$ lah.
just cos they lost to us they cant be so bad .
its like, they're taking revenge of us cos their jealous we won them.
i hate hate hate hate hate hateeeeee everything lah.
i dont feel good.

i'm starting to feel cold.
its really really cold. and i'm getting, really tired.
i wish i could just lean on you and fall asleep.
sighhhhhhhh.

ilovechow lah.
she's keeping my secret and so is sera.
{:
{ i hope } lol.
i hate ms chia. wtf man.
i wrote on my hand for the photoshoot today and she asked me to rub it off.
and and she told me to pin my hair.
aaaaaaaah .
IHATENICHOLASCHAN!
because.. he's telling me things i dont want to hear Dx
sera, did you tell him something you shouldn't have.
ohmygod . *goes berserk*
&i want to seeeeee you laaaaaa .
sians can.
i have this sudden feeling that makes me wanna cry.
i just want to sleep, and wake up forgetting everything.

bye all :)

i want to see you,
but my heart is wavering.
and i dont know why,
but i'm starting to hesitate.
iloveyou, and thats for you to know.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 8:06 PM

,♥

hellohello {!!}
today was like super cool lah.
school was a bore ( as usual )
butbutbut after school, we went to bishan stadium to runnnn !
woooooaaaaaaah. i went with jasmine, nata, carmen , qikang & chinwei (:
it was damnnnn fun {:
ohohoh ! and and and after that, we went to amk and took 268 to 604 ;D
with carmen &&&&jasmineeeeeeee .
LOL, it was raining supersuper heavily manzxcszxcs .
got drenched tgt with j&c . raaaaaah .
i was so wet , which felt good actually .
i'm very happy today, and i don't know why C:
*grins*
ohohoh, borrowed towels from carmen . aaah.
and still got drenched in the rain while walking to 604 hehhhhhh.
called angoose and shiyee to come down .
almost lost to jasmine while shooting one pointer !
2-2 ! {:
colddddddddd O:
tomorrow is class photoshoot.
qikang, i'm going to pull your cheeks in the photo { if i stand near you }

lol, natasha ! (x

❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
TMR PHOTOSHOOT I'M GOING TO KISS YOU ! { maybe } LOL
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
really?!
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
COME ON
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
muax
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
YEAH
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
MUACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKS !
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
(:
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
and i dont know why
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
wahahahaas.
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
reall?y
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
well
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
im not really
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
yeszxcszxcs i said i dont know why
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
wlel
❤ ; MELANIE . &i find my paradise; says:
WELL *
SeeMs lYk jUs YesTErdAy,eUu wErE a pArt Of mE,i UsED tO sTanD sO tALl,uSed tO bEsO sTrONg... tired!!!but happy cause its my... says:
cause its an unhappy b'day

happy birthday natasha ! &please, cheerup yo.
{:
ohohoh, felicia koh sisterrrrrrrrr, you're so preeeeeeeteeeeeeee &iloveyou (:
MSSSSSSLAAAAAAAAAU! thankyou {: &sorryyy. :D

loveeeeeeeyea yo (:

My philosophie was you and me, even up my dreams it is you I see.

It is reality that you're playing me,
You took my inner breath,
Cause I was blind to see.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 8:07 PM

hellohello.
today was a drag too.
BUTBUTBUT,
WE WONNNNNN {!!!!!!!!}
yesyesyessssss ! (:
HAH, beat that merahans! :DDD
okay.
now sera & crystal CHOWCHOWCHOW, know something they should not know.
ohmygod audrey. ):

ehhhhhhhhhhhs.
i just came back from the optician.
i cried when i was there . hahaha
cos dad wanted me to choose a new frame
but i wanted the same frame.
god i'm such a childdddddddddddd.
i'm really sensetive about stuff that have sentimental value ( to me )
lolol.
i want to play volleyballllllllll.
aloysius you sucka ):

oh, i just realised alot of teachers hate our class.
ms lau , mr poh , mr chan , mrs jeya , mr chiz , mr soon and probably the DM too.
well i dont blame them. lol.
ohohoh, jasmine cut her hair. she's soooooooo cute . heh heh .
SBS SBS ! he's my jiejie (: & i'm his didi. OHOHOH,
and qikang, is my didi now { lol, self proclaimed muchhhh }
cheerup didi {:

ohoh, jaben is so funney.
i boarded 851 , and jaben & aloysius waved like mad people.
hahaha
i'm like, high now.
i want to open the window and screaaam.
i'm so going to fail my si han.
had ce yan today.
i'm so dead. (:

note to wenxi : i'm going to scream at your ear tmr. beware :D haha.

bye all {!!} (:

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 8:19 PM

hello. its finally the end of the day.
this fucked up day.

i got scolded, by the VP & mrs jeya, and i almost failed math.
and it rained cats and dogs. ANDDDDDDDDDDD. coach scolded us.
just us four sec ones, who were wearing the jersies.

oh and today rained cats and dogs. which apparently made my mood worse.
aaaaaah. i felt like going under the rain and just get soaked.
( i would if i didn't have this tiny little scratch on my leg which was bleeding )
ohohoh, and thanks pek. for yesterday.
you kinda made my day {:

lol, i want to go to st nicks fiesta D:
my eyes are like wtf okay.
i'm so tired, i keep rubbing them.

here is something very random.
ILOVEAUDREYCHEONG{:

okay, back to the topic.
i'm really pissed off right now.
talking to JH, elijah, chuana &mala.
the E3 chat.
i'm going to slap them tomorrow. ( some , lol )
okay.
tomorrow is the match against the Merahans.
bukit merah sec school to be exact.
wish us luck {: hohoho.

you're worth much more than
an occasional I love you
I’m thinking of you.

Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 5:39 PM

hello, did abit of spring cleaning.
toys on top of my cabinet.
to sell, to throw, or to keep.
had some sentimental value :X
haha. i think i'm in love with dolls.
those that don't look scary. :D

here, the pics i took (:


Michelle's. {:


hello, i want to be this pretty (:


MINE! HEH HEH.


machi & Michelle. (:


ELLLLLLLMOOOOOOOOOO ! AAAAAH.
* screams *

@ 11:49 AM

hello.
i woke up at 11.30.
because i slept at 1+ last night.
and i just realised i cried in my sleep.

lol. i'm terribly upset about something.
it's not my volleyball.
something that SBS made me ponder on.
he's the bestest bestest kor i've ever had.
iloveyoukor {:
while we were smsing,
this sentence ' a girl, or a sis . '
really really made me upset.
well, i can't do anything about it .
i've just got to wait.
haha.

alright, i shant rant about it anymore.

roar. today is especially cold.
it might be sunny or warm right now.
but its not about the temperature.

bye all. (:

Happy birthday,
I love you whoever you would have been
Happy birthday
What I thought was a dream
make a wish
was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake

Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 10:49 PM

i think i'm going to fall sick.

askdglaksjhdf.

@ 7:04 PM

( lol, my mom's cosmetics and documents. )
HELLO!
i've lots to say about .. todayyyyyyyy {:

( not really )

i'm just very high now.
i just came back from, hell.
yes, it is the one and only torturous chinese tuition.
roaaaaaaaaaar.
hahaha. came back, and got a call from Aaron.

----

alright, so i was waiting for something to happen.
i was bored. i woke up at 10, boredboredbored.
Irene was here, told her to help make me some oats.
heh , i thought Michelle would have wanted some too.
in the end, she bought chicken rice. wtf jie, wtf.
lawl. oh and yes, i'm still very upset about yesterday.
you heard me, VERY, upset.
i loved that vball, i practically brought it everywhere i went.
you can ask cherie. she knows.
its gone gone gone goneeeeeee. Dx

ahwell, its a passing phase of life anyway. haha.
i think i'm going to catch a cold.
it was freezing.
i said i wanted to bring a bigbig jacket when i was going to leave the house,
in the end, i rushed and totally forgot about the jacket.
it was still sunny at farrer park. i thought it'd be okay.
and when i reached sengkang,
i was like. oh.my.GOD.
it was raining super heavily. SUPER heavily.
okay, so i thought it'd be alright for now.
i mean, what could happen when i came back?
and when i finished tuition, i went back to farrer park.
it was raining. heavily.
okay, so it was freezing. like, really bad.

...yeah.. oh and i saw ethan, he's damn cute. LOL.

alright, so about the call i received from Aaron.
he got sabo-ed. again.
at Laogong's blog.
so jasmine, you have to believe him okay.
its the truth. so, yeah.

bye all. i'm hungry. makan time. :D

You ask me do I love you but,
Do you remember why I walked on water for you?
Do you remember my first steps on the moon?
Have you ever wondered why i gave three wishes to you,
You asked the question but the answer lies in you.

Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 7:04 PM

i wish you'd come online right now.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
today was so much better than yesterday.
therefore, i love, today.
hah , my grandma's discharged today,
and i also went out today.

i left the house at around 11.15.
heh heh , i met up with qikang at 12.
we were waiting for wenxi ,
she said it'd take only around 15 mins to reach.

she called me at 12.10, saying she left the house.
me and qikang waited for like half hour before she reached.
lawl. then, headed for angus' house.
reached, and went in, shiyee & angus were watching corner with love.
stupid shows.
:X

after thaaaat , we went down to eat.
LOL. yeah, those who were there can guess who we saw.
me &shiyee zhao . LOL. :D
went to void deck to play vball. ( which is currently gone )
yeah, played with MY vball.
after that, talked a whole lot of crap.
started raining, and we continued playing vball.
AAAAH!.
this is the worse part.
aloysius last digged it, and shiyee couldn't catch it.
thus, the vball rolled into the drain.
stupid aloysius didn't want to run and pick it up,
instead he walked.
in the end, the water flushed away my vball.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHZXCSZXCSZXCS .

now, its gone.

R.I.P
melanie's volleyball,
210308.

got wet while looking for the ball.
cos we just went under the rain . LOL.
i realised my english is deteriorating.
so, i won't speak in chinese in school anymore.
D:
hahah.

okay, so went back with qikang .
cos he was going to cherie's house.
we took a cab there. heh {:
yeah he owes me, $1.30! &noodles. ( ILL REMEMBER IT ! )
lawl.
yup, so now i'm posting this at home.
haven't showered. now apparently freezing to death. HAHA.

bye ya'll (:

Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 7:28 PM

hello.
today i'm very happy.
except for the fact that we lost the match.
played against peicai.
PEICAI.
we totally had a chance.

wtfzxcszxcszxcs .
guess what, i'm killing the ants that surrounded the milo ( i had yesterday ) {:

hahaha. ohohoh, continuing.
i love this girl called - seraphina poh. ( i think she's related to mr poh )
LOL. i know you love me .
my ass hahaha.

YESSSSSSSS, i love my idol too - Audrey Cheong.
i hate one of the prefects.
AHZXCSZXCS !
she's super RUDE.

hahahah. I HATE ANTS. they come out one by one expecting me to kill them. AGAIN.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i got 5th for lit!
among the entire level.
heh heh.

AUDREY. I SAW YOU ON THE TOP FIVE FOR ENGLISH.
nice one {:

after the match, we saw the UG groups practicing for..
i dont know.
LOL.
should be speech day.
i think? maybe? i dont know? hahaha.

okay bye. {:
aaaaah, table-
is-
congested-
with-
ants ! O:

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 9:41 PM

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i've nothing to post now.
except that today was _|_
i was damned tired.
AND WHAT IS WITH THAT JEREMY CHOO?
he keeps calling me watermelon.
i'll make sure i call him porcupine.

ohohoh, and today we were like zi high during pe.
we played tempo.
and we called each other by who we liked.
shiyee - kamler
wenxi - guanjie/jiajun
jasmine - qikang
natasha - jonas
samantha - benson ? ._.

hahaha!
GUESS WHAT.
i'm really happy today.
i recieved very nice news.
about my math.
{:

ohohho, after school, we went amkcc.
me, jasmine, nat, aloy &wenxi .
natasha continuously _|_ed aloy.
LAWL.
awhile later.
saw keith. he was waiting for his friend.
and i'ma gonna go sleep.
halfway talked to qikang. hohoho.
he's damn funney.

ohohoh, and ass, thanks for the letter.
i wrote a super long reply to you.
ily!
from, hole. :D

Cuz you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 8:30 PM

hello. i hate my dad {:

i don't know what's his problem todaye .
he's like , lets go visit MAMA.
i said , okaye .
then he was like , you better not play computer when you come back.
i was like , shutup , like that i donwan go le .
he was like , NO! ( in a super firm voice -.- )
and , i dont know why he suddenly left the house .
i was like in the room combing my hair
and then suddenly he called ' i dont think you'r should go le . bye '
WTF!?!??!?!!? i didn't even know he was going to go alr !
fku lah .

and ohmygorsh.
my jersey stinks . O:

had southzones today. went to cck stadium lawl.
waited for the matches to finish .
saw amk sec ! O:
SHERLYNNNNNNNNNNNN & FELICIAAAAAAAAAAA {:
saw them . sister didn't know it was me O:
hahahah.

ohohoh , and i got audrey's autograph.
idol ily.
it's like so nice okay, like seriously.
( sense the sarcasm )

and ass , i know you love me . cos' i'm your hole {:
HAHA!

I don't need you to
Tell me i'm pretty to make me feel beautiful
I don't need you to
Give me your strength to make me feel i'm strong
I got all of this strength that I need here
inside my own two hands
All that I want is your love and respect for who I am
What I really need
Comes from deep inside of me

Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 1:53 PM

DAMN YOU JOURNALISTS!
you stupid people don't know how to give REAL information.
if you don't know the real details,
don't bother publishing the story on the newspapers!



( my grandma's car O: )
HUSH Hush Entertainment pub on Hongkong Street, had an unexpected visitor on Thursday: a man who drove his car straight towards the front door on Thursday and stopped in front of it.

The pub said nothing was damaged.

The driver of the car was not injured but his rear-seat passenger, a woman in her 50s, suffered chest pains and felt faint, said the Singapore Civil Defence Force.

She was taken to the Singapore General Hospital. No one else was hurt.

The accident took place around 11.45am. The car mounted the kerb after it had collided with another vehicle.

taken from the straits times-HOME. march 14 2008.
--------------------------

WRONGWRONGWRONG !
you idiots. there WAS no MAN!
the person driving the damn car was aunty florence ==.
never really liked her.
she talked alot and used overly huge amounts of makeup.
crazy old hag.
if you watched the chinese news you would have known.
my granpa was interviewed, therefore people thought it was him driving the damn car.

now my other grandma ( the one sitting at the back ) is in the hospital.
visiting her tonight.
yaye yaye {:

hahaha.
oh and laura, last night was fantabulous.
lawl, ghey.
LAURA IS MY YANGWAWA {:
ily yangwawa.
hahah.

Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 1:40 PM

hello love. i love you {:

crap. whywhywhy did you pangseh me you psk's Dx

friends do things together.
how can you leave me out.

done the skin.
simple &sweet {:

grandma's in the hospitallllll.
having the thought of her go through surgery makes me wanna cry.
i have this habit of putting myself in people's shoes.
thus , when i think of me going through surgery, i can imagine how painful
its gonna be for grandma Dx

yaye yaye i'm gonna see my cousin's today {:
ilovemycousins. yup.
happy birthday uncle {:

heh heh . going out soon , wheeeee .

:D

Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 6:54 PM

hello .
welcome to reality.
oww , my hand &toe hurts .
got like muscle aches everywhere .

no, i never liked bananas .
why does everyone ask me why i started the post with 'bananas have no brains :) '
its like common sense . cos they're fruits .
you just have dirty minds . {:

hello, i'm melanie and i've become audrey's self-proclaimed fan.
also, been-audrey's-self-proclaimed-fan-for-a-very-long-time.

Audrey, i want your autograph O:

hah .

should i change my blogskin? {:

Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 5:51 PM

hahahaaaaaaaaah . peace out lah.

dont quarrel alr lah .

now just chill,

and i advise you to do this :

( CLICK THIS ) the impossible quiz


once you're done, you may kill yourself out of frustration.

thanks.

and gawd i'm tired.
came back from volleyball trg.

seyouu peeps. {:

Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 7:34 PM

roar.
and i'm freaking bored.
i hate today. trapped in this jail cell for the entire day.
as you can see, i changed my blogskin.
waiting for jasmine to come online, then i can send her the codes.
my dad is indulging in his newly-bought camera and my mom is cooking.
that was totally random and i bet you guys already know i am .
alright, then lets talk about yesterday.
i left home at about 11+ and met with jasmine at amk mrt.
waited for like super long for wenxi &gang.
wenxi wore like super short fbt's and a jersey.
i don't even know why she wore it.
who wears that kind of attire to go out?
must be the new trend amongst pre-teens.
right, getting to the point.
all that were there; angus, biqing, jasmine, me, wenxi, darren.
straight away went to peninsula.
kinda got lost for like , 5 seconds?
&we found our way through.
went to the basement where its usually more exciting.
bought all the crap that we wanted , then headed for macs.
btw, i got wenxi THIS .

hahaha. pink &black striped cardigan.
cute, right.
i chose it .

jasmineeeeeeeee is X3

went to city hall mrt.


because we're the ones :)

&after that, went to wenxi's.
she took money from her mom to pay me back.
i demand a ransom or i'll kill you! just kidding.
hahaha.
went to block 604.
they played bball, i suck at it so i didn't want to play.
&wenxi wanted me to post about this part, so i'll purposely not post about it.
see lah, all your fault, wenxi.
haha. kidding. love you :)
went home. yup.

today all i did was send my sister off to malaysia.
she's coming back on saturday.
cos she's in ODAC.
roar. seeyou.

gonna eat dinner.
-ends-

my heart is wavering,
bet you can't tell.
what does it matter,
to hell with it.

Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 9:22 PM

ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.
had cross country. shit.
we were dismissed at 11.45, and went to wenxi's house.
i was going to fetch chuana &natasha, they came from toapayoh.
they were at block 571, and i was like asking them to go block 570.
they didnt know how to go. like WTF.
its like, right next to each other?
when we came back, we got chased out by wenxi's sister.
don't know whats her problem, don't really care.
then we went macs, ahma wanted to get mcflurry so yeah.
we walked towards 7 eleven.
i was like, making my hair when i saw a very familiar t-shirt.
blue&white, striped.
well, i didn't do anything though. just walked normally to the bus stop.
and then i realised, nicholas. gosh i'm so a moron .
lawl, took 165 back to school to assemble. and then walked to bp2.
went through alot of instructions and blahblahblah.
started running &i chionged like mad.
i could have fricking made it to the top 20 if i didn't fricking run like hell at wenxi's.
came in 24th among the entire C div. i missed by 4 positions and i could have gotten a damn medal. plus i lost to julian. the fricking damn medal. wtfh (copyright jiajun) LOL.

from now on, melanie officially hates the number 24.
but i can't hate 16 cos its my birthdate . ROAR.
nevermind, there's still next year. jiayou melanie :X
hahahaah.
don't think i've given up yet :)

seeyou.
ending here, cos i'm going out tmr and i'm tired.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 @ 9:12 PM

RAWR!.
and i'm going to wenxi's on saturday. we're going peninsulaaaaaaa .
to get some cardigans and skinnies. skinnies are mainly for me. LOL.
and yea i just realised a certain SOMEONE. isn't acting like himself lately.
in fact, 2 certain people. i can't stand it. they were so super nice.
and they just suddenly changed. i dont know. attitude change?
and cos the both of them are so damn nice, ... nothing ~ hahaha.
today sucked like hell alrights. my dad is like, super cold towards me.
and my mom, really helps me. its was like,
me: " dad, can i have my allowance? it was supposed to be given on like sunday. "
dad: "you go and buy your dinner first. "
me: "but i dont want to. i just came home and i'm tired. i can whip up something later."
dad: "GO AND BUY YOUR DINNER!!!!!!!"
me: *runs to mom* "MOM, dad don wanna buy dinner for me.."
mom: "why? mei you hao hao gen ta jiang ar?"
me: "he's like, so xiao qi la. as in, i just said i wanted my allowance and the tone of his voice is like so strict. it IS his fault he didn't give me allowance WHAT."
mom: *passes me $10 note* "extra allowance okay? and i help you buy la."
me: "thanks mom.."

wtfck?.

anyway, today was house pract. ran with wenci & rachel . yes i love them X3
at the end, i chionged like hell la.

what is this.
both of you have changed.
i've got nothing to say now,
the rest is all up to you.
i really just dont have the guts to tell you both.
i'll just leave it like that, hoping you'll be back to normal.

Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 12:40 PM

hello.
woke up and had extreme stomach cramp plus muscle aches everywhere.
feeling very lethargic nowadays. not enough sleep.
i mean, i slept at like 10 ytd and i woke up at 11 today.
13 hours of sleep, and i'm still tired. i mean, my eyes are barely even open now.
been pitying myself now and then.
maybe i'm sick or something. i'm in the study room now, and no one's at home.
the door is slightly open and i can see a ghostly light beaming in.
the windows are closed, i didn't turn on the AC and i'm feeling really cold.
i want to see the sky. why aren't there stars that are visible here in singapore.
i can imagine myself sitting on some grass and just looking at the sky.
with the wind blowing and stuff. it gives much of an atmosphere.
i just dont have the freedom to do so.
okay, not continuing anymore.

seeyou :)

oh and since when did my tagboard become a chatboard.
lol.

i wish i knew what you were thinking.
its so different sometimes.

Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 8:44 PM

i came across this super nice story :)

read it .

secrets of the heart -


What would you do to gain the attention from people surrounding you?
Would you shout for attention or would you do something silly just to let everyone know you need their time and space.

There was once a story I’ve read on the net that tells the story of a workaholic father and his young son. The son would ask money from his father everyday and his father would give him all the spare change that he had left.

Every time the boy received the money, he would become very happy and hide in his room for a long period. After a while, his father became curious on his son’s intentions.

“Surely a young boy like him doesn’t need so much money. Is he hiding something from me?”

The father tried to check on the boy’s room but could not find the money that he had kept.
He had the final draw when the boy asked him for $5 one day.

“You don’t need $5, what do you want $5 for?”

His son just smiled at him and rose out his hand.

“How can you ask for so much money at such a young age! What is it that you are hiding? Don’t you know the value of money? Don’t you know how hard I’m working outside to earn the dollar?” The father finally couldn’t endure any longer and gave his son a tight slap on his cheeks.

The boy was shocked and ran back to his room crying.

Guilt ran over the father as he slowly opened the door to his son’s room. His son was hiding under his blanket as gentle cries could still be heard.

“I’m sorry son, I didn’t mean it… I’m just too frustrated at work. Here’s five dollars”
The father apologized and placed a five-dollar note on his bed.

The boy didn’t cried anymore as he happily picked up the note.
“Dad?”

“Yes son?”

“How much do you earn per day?”

“I earned a hundred a day. Why are you asking me this question?”
The father felt another rush of rage upon.

The boy smiled as he took out an old tin can and poured onto his bed.
Out from the tin can came out all the coins in varies value as the boy carefully did a final count.

With the five-dollar note in his hand, the boy let out a big smile.

“I have a hundred dollars with me Dad, can I employ you for a day so that you no need to go to work?”

The actual story could be more in depth or longer but I guess the meaning behind it is almost the same.

It’s unexplainable sometimes that we might do things that we might probably never do just to grab someone’s attention. It could be faking a tummy ache or flu just to feel the comfort that we received from the ones who cared.

Asking a person whether he or she needs a doctor doesn’t mean you cared although it’s a practical approach. If a person really needs a doctor, he or she would probably ask you to bring them.

It’s the little things that you do or say that show your concern and attention. A porridge cooked by you could be a better remedy than a doctor’s prescription sometimes.

smoke, if you're reading this, i told you that porridge helps :)