Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 9:31 PM

Best Friends,

Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 3:07 PM

Why do I have to put up with this?

BOPEEBOPEEBOPEE LOL
CIP this morning was pretty alright. Woke up late at around, 8.15?
Yanyee and Natalie almost killed me when they found out.
Houses at amk are really scary, imo. :( So we just followed what we were told.
First block was Sera's, went up for a drink before we left. Thanks man :p next block was 540, followed by 543 which we didn't really do ( various spine-chilling reasons ) . We did 544 in the end. Gathered at 545 first and we took a group photo. Cheer up Aysha Mustafa Quek !!! Most of them left and only a few of us stayed behind to help dump all the recycling material into the truck. Slacked under the block for awhile before leaving. Yanyee's dad drove us to hub and Rachel & I took 166 tgt :p luv.

Came back and saw something that had me in dismay.

This isn't happening.

Says you're special, But doesn't speak to you, but rather someone else.
Doesn't It make you ponder "Sigh, am I really?"

Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 9:58 PM

freedom of choice.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 9:16 PM

To portray my heart,

WongJingYi,

WONG DA JIE !!! :p Thanks for staying by me all this while. And I'm sorry I pestered you about tuition today. You should go for tuition, If its your priority then I understand :) You are always there to hear me out and be a listening ear to my problems. Thank you so much for being understanding and empathising with me all the time. You'll always be with the vbclique for eternity !!!! Luv, (L)




Hellohellohellooooooo.
Lessons were relatively boring today. After school we slacked at the canteen then left for CIP.
We were divided into groups and we took blk 542 ( which was (Y) man. )
I popped flyers into the letterboxes at first then we went on upstairs. I left flyers on their doorsteps but I couldn't bring myself to put flyers into the houses that had their doors open. It's embarrassing :( And so, wenxi & I hastily gave out all our flyers ( except for those we used to fan ourselves ).
We finished in 0.1 nanoseconds !!!!! Called Mrs Han then went back to school to * cough *
We waited for years for Rachel to come, then we took out the cake for Jingyi !!!! & Weihao.
They said my cake was good * goes delirious * Is this inspiration I'm sensing? :p
Sang and ate the cake and then continued to slack again.

Lastly,

Happy Fifteenth Jingyi & Weihao !!!!!!!!

Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 8:56 PM

My Beloved Cousin,

Happy Birthday Melissa !!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)

@ 8:19 PM

tired.

Ironic how everyone seems to have a strong distaste for secondary 3 life.
Tell you my honest opinion, yes, I think school sucks to the core. In fact, I miss my primary school life when everyone was oblivious to everything and we just did as we pleased living life to its fullest, without feeling any remorse or negative feelings.

Secondary life is tiring and exhausting every single day. And my lips hurt because I accidentally peeled part of the skin off.

Lessons, SPA then Training.
I'm off, seeyaw.

Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 10:03 PM

Lacklustre eyes

I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. You know, life just gets boring when you least expect it to.
Like how you think you've finally reached the climax of the story but instead it just leaves you with suspense and you're still far from the climax. Sorry I'm bad at elaborating. I'll update when something actually exciting comes forth. I don't mean to procrastinate but yeah, seeya til then!

JONGHYUN IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! But I'm not sure If I can go.
NUUUU~ D:

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 9:46 PM

Finally reciprocated.

Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 8:34 PM

I'm sick of that reaction.

Today just really isn't my day.

Well, i'm not on the team, so why should I bother?

I failed attire check for the first time. ( a formal one, that is ) Thanks man, mrs han. Skipped half of cme lesson. Yes !!!! This old fuddy duddy came to teach us today and he tought me so much about respect man.
" so, now in society, respect is the number one respect in the world of respect. you young people should learn to respect the respectful people of the world that should receive their due respect such as respectful teachers - respect is the most common basic courtesy of respect and let me tell you what is respect, respecting the respects is what respect really is!!! SO RESPECT YOUR RESPECTFUL TEACHERS "
I am now respectfully enlightened.

Maths was exhausting as usual. Chinese was a bore and physics became... a war. Everyone was boisterously shooting bazookas at each other while looking at their test results. After school ate at tpy's delifrance then head back to school for training. The last thing I want to talk about is training so I'll just stop here and end on a good note.

* I passed my first purephysics test.
** I will not be sensitive and treat every remark regarding xxx as something that does not concern me at all. Oh, I just remembered. I don't even have the right to be concerned.

Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 9:19 PM

this is my reaction.

Is he hot or what?
I AM SO TIRED !!!!!!! EYELIDS. SHUTTING. DOWN.
I love the night air, makes me lightheaded. :)

If you understand me, then would you cry for me?

Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 9:22 PM

Need a second to breathe.

Honestly, It's just so trying. Why can't life just adjust by itself? Really, just what can I do to turn my life back around to how the happy times used to be?

Today Audrey & I caught cirque de freak after school. Sorry I had to look for mr chan so sorry you had to wait for so many years. Lunch at macs. Thanks for the listening ear, drey. The movie was pretty interesting, just not very well-defined. But it was good !!! :) Looking forward to the movies that are coming out soon. Just before we were about to leave, Sindy called my name and I bid my final goodbyes to Melissa.

Melissa Lee Qin, come back to visit soon aight! I wish you didn't have to transfer. Our C' Girls couldn't have done It without you. You were a friendly junior and I'm sorry about all the things that I've ever made you upset about. Hope to see you soon, junior! You'll always be a part of our volleyball team :)

I'ma go now, I'm tired and I feel abit edgy. Bye,

Sometimes I want to cower in a corner and hide in a hole.

Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 10:01 PM

Remember I told you so.

See, you chose this road, so you've gotta go it alone.

@ 8:54 PM

Did I get what I deserve?

I feel so drained. It's like my soul's been sucked out by some black hole.
My life feels like it's been permanently marked by intricacy. Or maybe my brain is still rusty from the long holidays that It's becoming hard to put everything into place. At least I've got the fundamentals right. Yet, why do I still feel so lost?
My forlorn life, what can I do for you now?

Books were relatively light today. Lessons were mundane as usual. In fact, every day has been a drag. It's exhausting just waiting for time to pass.
After school, we left quickly and took a coach to the competition venue. They did the usual drills while I sat isolated at a side. I don't even want to talk about it. Thanks for listening, Rach. Back at school, nothing much.

Do you know how It feels when everyone is wearing jerseys in uniformity, while I'm the only one out of place?

Ugh I don't want to continue anymore.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 9:35 PM

Give me reason to fill this hole,

New Divide, LinkinPark.

5 reasons why I hate not being on the team :

• They leave lessons early and then I'm left with no one.
  
• Everyone is going except me.
  
• I don't get to leave early and skip lessons.
• I feel lousy.
• I DONT GET TO WATCH THE MATCH
  

Ironic, Isn't It? How i'm the only one from the clique who isn't in the team this year. Now i feel insanely bad about it. In sec one I hardly attended trainings, but I got to go for competitions. In sec two, southzones were held extremely early in the year. And I was still part of the team then. Now, I'm in sec three. And ever since Sec one year-end holidays, I've constantly been attending training. Even If i skipped training I would have had a valid reason for it. And this is what I get? Yeah thanks alot man.
School life still hasn't grown on me yet. Lessons and classes are messy and our teachers aren't one of the bests either. Did I mention how much I dislike english lessons? My seat....
Anyway, "training" after school today. It was pretty last minute since I only knew about it today ( not that I had anything to train for ) but yeah. Our first match is tomorrow ! o: Oh, right. Not "ours" but "their". /: I'll be going, still. But not part of the team. PEIRCE FOR THE WIN !!!!!!! Don't leave w/o me okay !!!

There's a physics test tomorrow.
Back to studying.
Bye,

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 7:50 PM

Ant infestion.

Hi. Did i mention how much i detest school?
The whole subject combination thing is endearing and all, but to be honest, it's really hard to adjust to. ): Which reminds me, I wanna purchase some Amath assessments to do. I hate not being able to comprehend Amath problems. Mrs Han goes too fast and I'm always frantically asking Natalie questions ( only to find out she doesn't know either o: ) LOL. What the hell man life sucks to the coreeeee. SOMEONE GET ME A TUTOR !!!!!! AHHHHH.
I'm not playing for the team this year. Why? Well, wouldn't you like to know. Try asking my coach for a size. I, for one, would really like to know why. Not that It's anyone's fault, I just feel kind of degraded. /:

Screw school.

ARGH I HAVE TO DO CHINESE.
Bye !!!

Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 9:08 PM

@ 2:05 PM

Went to school yesterday like, really early. I was super grouchy in the morning and staggered around the house just to get ready :( Plus I thought I'd be late but when I reached school, no one was even at the booth except for two. So anyway I helped out for awhile then the rest came. :p
I started putting stuff on my ear and my ponytail and hands to advertise volleyball. Omg obsessive volleyball freak. Played volleyball for awhile before the sec 1s came in, and we kept hitting stuff. Sorry rugby !!!

I like being the setter. I always have the ball HEH. Then sec ones started swarming in and I sat at the booth taking things down. After everything was finished, we sat in the ISH for a long time ( i don't even know why ) then we left to play volleyball at the parade square.

Home after that. Needa do homework !!!! I'm loaded with homework.
Gottago !!!

@ 10:23 AM

Insect repellent.

Hello! I banned a flea recently. After all, I want to keep my board clean from dirt.
All I did was spray insecticides, I mean, wouldn't anyone do that?
To the flea,
I'm sorry you can't come here and take a crap anymore. I had to do some spring cleaning ):
Screw you & piss off. Ty

Bye !! (R).

Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 7:22 PM

Dead.

I feel miserable.

Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 9:08 PM

Minority

It's been a tiring day.
Lessons in the morning were a major killer. We had amaths, phys & chem. The were all thick books and ridiculously massive !!! I don't want to start shrinking :(
Common assembly ( i changed my skirt for nothing wtcrap ) then met Audrey after school. We had pepper lunch at US then waited for the bus for five hundred years and we finally reached my house. Audrey & I watched a good movie today. It was a pretty abrupt show but heck shinobi's are cool. :p I am really tired now. I had a bad week and It looks like its going to be similar next week. I feel like sleeping but its kinda early for me. Plus theres school tomorrow and I have to get to school slightly earlier to help out. Aight, I'm offffffffff.

I'm watching God of Study. :p It's been subbed. yeayyyyy

Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 9:01 PM

Derivation, but from where?

School. I hate it so much, to the core !!!
English was bad. NATALIE hate you :( english lessons will suck so bad. Don't wanna talk about it.
Phys, I'm sitting at an isolated island.
Training after that.
I feel like crap now I think I'll stop for today.

Bye.

It's so sad that some people only know how to plagiarise other people's own phrases, when they can't even use their brains to make up their own. Oh, right, I forgot. Brainless.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 8:00 PM

Math homework. Joy!

Yanyee, Rachel and My Bottle. Mine's grey, purple's rachel's and yanyee's green.



Lastly, This is for Audrey & Paul ! She wants to take a picture with her penguin file.
Lessons were pretty alright I almost died carrying my books around for the whole day. Sooner or later the my bag will start sinking to ( hell ) on the ground. After school went down to the canteen and then up to the computer lab to do Maths. Nat kept rushing us :( Yanyee accidentally tore her paper ...... how smart. Then had lunch in school w Rachel & Yanyee. After eating we talked until around 4plus and we decided to leave for home. THEN I saw my dearest audrey o: and she asked me to scold her son for her ... Wow. So I DECIDED to go back to school and walk around w her. Went up to the hall and down to where the scouts were.
Audrey knows how to play soccer OH and she also knows how to do the flag raising ceremony. She sang one quarter of the song and raised the flag in 5 seconds then she proceeded with the pledge. yes success !!!

I have to do my homework now. Seeyaw

Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 8:59 PM

Rocks? I think not.

I really don't know how anyone can go around saying "my class this year really rocks man" I heard it today. I really did. I almost fainted.

I'm on facebook right now and my notices are flooding because they're treating it like msn. Today was the first day of school and I must say It wasn't all that great. Mrs Han is the form teacher of 3E1 OH and my bag. I think i should just kill it. It looks really bad on me with my uniform on. Moving on, we had assembly at the hall in the morning and everyone was in chaos because we had practically no clue where to sit. Sat with yanyee and rachel came over to us to talk for awhile. Then nat came and assembly started. I got caught twice today, for my skirt. It sucks real bad but at least they said I grew taller HEH HEH HEH. I'm sitting with Nat for lessons. YES :p And yanyee is sitting w wenxi. Best combination ever o:

After school, we went for lunch at thomson plaza and we went around laughing at stuff. Head back to school and changed then we started training. Training today was boring and I really wasn't in the mood but w/e :p

TMR MY BAG will burst and explode and fissure into the air. We have lessons until 3.30 and our books are ridiculously thick. Amaths and pure science especially. I don't really understand the timetable yet but I HOPE I can survive tomorrow.

Seeyawlz.

Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 12:44 AM