Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 10:11 PM

I know I said I was on hiatus. But I really have to say something. I need to talk to you. I want to talk to you.

I feel so burdened right now, my heart feels so heavy, sooner or later i'll start sinking to hell.
Jeez, what the hell did I do wrong?

@ 9:22 PM

@ 9:07 PM

Hello. It's been long since I last posted a decent update hasn't it. Not that I actually bother, but you know. I'm blogging partly because I don't exactly have anything better to do other than to study which I've already grown tired of, but mainly because this blog still has sentimental value (to me, of course). In just a few days time we'll be having our English & Chinese mid-years, which, believe me, isn't really the best thing to look forward to. I've already finished reading Evermore, this book I bought from the Bangkok airport because I still had some remaining baht to spend. And no, it's not in ภาษาไทย( I don't even know what language this is ) if you were wondering. Evermore is so freaking cliche, it's just so - Twilight. But I don't think you can consider it as plagiarism because apparently the author changed abit of the storyline. Plus, it's more addictive than Twilight to be honest. Okay I've lost my inspiration to continue typing ( yay ).

Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 8:34 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 2:40 PM

that's why I hate love.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 8:22 PM

I'll watch the night turn light-blue, But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly, But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink, I'll think of you tonight
And I'll forget the world that I knew, But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear "Oh darling, I wish you were here"

Totally no inspiration to post.

Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 12:24 AM

Times where I think before heading into my dreams,
Times where I wake up and disillusion myself,
Times where I just stand or sit in a daze,

thinking about how much I dread the day ahead of me.

Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 8:51 PM

I'll be praying for you. Take my word for it, you're not alone.

@ 8:41 PM

Where are you?
In my white memory like a cotton

You come down and my teardrops descends
Where are you? Are you looking for me too?

You are always the first person that ran to me
The feelings in my heart, leaves without any trace or a sound

Wait, Lonely. I’m Lonely, I’m Lonely, still
I’m shaking, in my quiet yearning
Again, by my side, by my side, by my side, little by little
Hug me, Protect me, Comeback to me

Are you waiting too, While watching the same sky?
Maybe you and I are thinking the same way
The feelings in my heart, leaves without leaving a trace or a sound
Like this, I’ll believe, I’ll just wait
We are away from each other, Just a moment

My Love To You
Wait, Lonely. I’m Lonely, I’m Lonely, still
Wait, Lonely. I’m Lonely, I’m Lonely, as always
I’m shaking, in my quiet yearning
Again, by my side, by my side, by my side, little by little
Come back to me, I’ll believe, I’ll hope

Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 10:43 PM

I love you all 1314 8844 3344 184 99661359713413413 144433334455667 (L)

Finally Julianne!!!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR THE CALL THAT NIGHT


Oh yeah Audrey's aunt's cat flies

Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 8:30 PM

Aiyo.

Went to the temple this morning to do some ash praying. It was insanely packed and all the smoke from the incense got into my eyes and they got all sting-yy. Left shortly after the heavy load of suffering....... Had lunch with the family. Mom & dad fetched me to east coast and met Jingyi&Nat.
I didn't want to rent skates so I rented a bike instead while everyone else was skating. Cycled somewhere and they played volleyball while I borrowed someones skates to do some blading I HAVEN'T LOST MY TOUCH HAHAHAHA.
Weiqian and Yanyee rented a two-rider bike and we took an escapade to macs. Then I left by myself to return the bike and everyone thought I went home- - So I walked ALONE and bought a drink ALONE and sat down ALONE and drank it ALONE.

Finally they were here after )!%&*&@ long years. After awhile, we parted and went our separate ways :c
Yanyee& I took a bus and she dropped dunno where to take 854 while I dropped at the interchange. I had absolutely no clue where to go so I wondered around aimlessly for awhile ( wanted to use the loo ) took and mrt from bedok. Then this man who wasn't chinese (no pun intended ) who was obnoxiously licking his fingers and biting his fingers or nails Idk. THEN he fell on me ............... I WANTED TO SELF-DESTRUCT ON THE SPOT
when I reached my stop I ran out using another exit. Oh my mother how traumatising!!!

I came back home and It rained for like 1 minute and it stopped. What the ..........
Uploading the pics taken today, I LOOK DAMN BAD IDK WAI AIYO. But not to worry!!!!!!

B/Y/Y/E/S/I/I/E/S/Z/X/C/Z/X/C/S/A/D/X/Z/S/Z/C/X/Z ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((=
( puke ) SMALL ASSETS HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH

BAAAAAI

Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 9:44 PM

I miss you,

I am going to blog since I am in a super bad mood right now.

I, am getting lots of junk notifications on facebook. Which sorts of adds deadweight to how frustrated I already am. I want to spend a good friday on good friday since It's good friday after all but noooooo, there has to and will be something that is BOUND to happen tomorrow, that will drive me to the pits of premenstrual stress. See, I'm not even making sense anymore( at least I can't seem to understand myself right now ). Daaaamn

I am supposed to call WeiQian now. Calling ~

Okay PE was fun today !!!!! I like. Heh grabbing the hockey ball with my hands :p

To the shitface that told me to get out of the sports hall today,
Piss off already. Who are you to tell me to get out of the bloody sports hall when It belongs to the school. Or to be more specific, MY SCHOOL. You think your house ah. You don't own the place so what authority do you have to ask me to get out? The school pays you, you dont pay them to use their facilities. Damn you to hell and mind your own business and bother someone who actually gives a damn about you.

Tomorrow..... I want to cry.

By the way I recently found out I'm pregnant




Happy april fools lunatics