Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 10:03 PM

orientation

DAY ONE:
eh. weird, didn't know ANYONE except ariel.
went to school in my skirt, OMGWTFBBQ. everyone wore shorts, i wore skirt. wtffffzx.
well i had shorts inside though. hmm&so, saw our GLs, eh, first anonymous friend i made was Natasha. got along with the other people too leas. haha. played weird games.
first day wasn't rly fun leas. eeeks, our GL marcus cute lea! like, rahzx , he's just so cuuuuuuute. roflols. x= i like one of the girl GLs. very friendly :D

DAY TWO:
came to school not so paiseh leas, hah. got into hawk house. i like the captain. house capt. ermm, got to know elizabeth, actually me and her just got along. no hi or whatever, we just talked casually like we were old friends or something. when we played one of the games Nat was angry cos Eliz went to play many times. its not her fault la i mean, have fun jiu ke yi le ma. but Nat wanted a chance too, then suddenly she erm, snapped? and she shouted at Eliz. then Eliz retreated and started crying. O_O , i saw her sitting behind, then she went out to get her waterbottle.i went up to her and asked if she was okay. then we ticked and talked. tried to cheer her up. not very nice to cry on the second day, haha.
Nat apologised, and then aft that i seemed to get along with Jannah too. my god, i didn't know it was gonna be this easy. lol ! so yeaaaaah, talked to Jen the whole day. in the end got her phone number and i gave her my msn. we just clicked.
-END!
i'm bored and tired , so i made it short. ;D

ENDOFPOST.
goodnight! [:

Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 1:52 PM

christmas treeee;

twist!

melissa's toilet wallpaper!

me;julianne

me;julianne

CHRISTMAS EVE;
wohahas! christmas christmas christmas eeeeve. haha, yeaps[: ie went to celebrate christmas with my family ytd night. i love christmas.cos i spend it with my family. yeaps, we waited till midnight to open presents. wahahahas :D ie got a zen stone ! HOHOS. [: , ie got alot though. =D
3watches - kaima;ahkam;popo.
1necklace - racheal butt x3
1bracelet - julianne butt x3 1shirt - waipo;
1newbie contour shirt - melissa butt x3
zen stone edition mp3 - mom&dad ;
light keychain & notebook - kaima;
&i forgot alr . hhahs . [: we watched million dollar baby before that :D .
pics up there yeaps ;D

Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 2:03 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS! *-;

As children we believe,
The grandest sight to see,
Was something lovely,
Wrapped beneath our christmas tree.

Well I'm all grown-up now,
And still need help somehow,
I'm not a child,
But my heart still can dream.

So here's my lifelong wish,
My grown-up Christmas list,
Not for myself,
But for a world in need.

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list.

i found these in a song. so yeah. its kinda nice though :D
the song is :
Grown-up christmas list - amy grant.
[:
merrychristmas all ! :D

Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 2:33 PM

wahahas, ie got into peirce yeaps? and on 2112o7, ie went to PSS, to register for the school. =D wahaha.
yeaps, then ie went to the hall. ie didn't bring report book luhs! ): so its like , my queue number was 17. aft the principal talk, we registered
for whatever thing. so when they called my queue number, ie told them my mom went to get the report book. they say just sit down first,
they tell me what to do then ie come back later pass the report book. yeaps, and so ie took the paper thingy that had the important date thing.
ie having sec1 orientation next thurs. when mye mom came, ie got the report book and handed it to my form teacher. turns out my
form teacher was the teacher than brought mye sis to kunming & xi an. :D wahahas , so ie just went down with my pieces of paper.
yeaps[: saw the paper and my mom said buy books &uniform first. ie said, but donte buy so many uniform, ie can borrow from my sis.
wahahahas! so bought the books. omfg cans, $334 luhs! ex cans. -.-' my mom handed them a 1k note. they were all like, WAHHH . i was like,
what? never see before meh? pigshit -_- . hahas. then they mutter to each other " wa wo hen shao kan dao zhe zhong qian sia " ie , WHAT?
stupid luhs! never see money before. siaopeh . wahahas, so ie went to buy uniform. ie alr know my size cos ie can wear my sis's one.
that proves how small mye sis is compared to me. wahahahas! mye books are like, so.. err , THICK . anyway, ie didnt want to wrap em in plastic
sheet. my mom wanted to but ie didn't want to. wahahas. :D iem going to sort them out later. which one i wante wrap then ie wrap lors.
wahahs. aft the whole thing, ie went home . sorted out my books, and melissa called. "wan watch alvin &the chipmunks?" ie, "ORH." -kups-
yeaps. so ie changed and ie went their house. played uno a few rounds and we left for the show. went get tickets, then ine bought candyfloss.
shared with julianne :D wahahas. iem actually more close to melissa than jul , but when jul's around ie just stick with her. bought popcorn.
had twisties toos. so ie ate candyfloss, twisties, popcorn and large coke in the movies. at night while going home, ie super stomach ache -.-
wakakakas . yeaps, thats pretty much it. then ie went home, fiddled with mye tie. was like , WTFZX HOW DO IE WEAR THIS THING?! :D
so yeaps. aft that msn-ed with ellis &reuben. yeaps, thats it ie guess [: ending here yeaps.

(:
♥;melanie.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 8:37 PM

alrightie. nothing much happened. except for the fact that today was. SECONDARY POSTING RESULTS. -dies- wakakas . yeah, i've bene posted to PEIRCE secondary school (: heh . so today i woke up at 9. slept at 1 AM ytd though -.- , woke up sibei tired . wahahas . lala , met emily at the bus stop at 9.3o. we went to eat MACS . waha! i ate egg mcmuffin , so deeelicious . then i bought milo -.- ZZZZ. cannot finish hahas. after that, we went to the bus stop at about 1o.3o, hoping the bus would come later. suay suay it just came -.- , then we just took it lor. reached school damn early . on the way up, we say monkeys! at our school trees. they were on the roof thingy of the old walkway. they were SO cute! emily took a pic of them (: check out her blog if you wanna see. haha , then crapped with belinda and clarissa about gaia. its the LAMEST game anyone could've ever played. -.- so yeah, went into the hall and collected the psle certificate & teacher told us our schools . whohoho. hoo-boy, i was totally down when she toled me what school i went to. but i guess its not a bad school. (: i like it! =D but i was hoping for amkss :D wahahas . kill me pls . hmm , jingyi, jingru , jiaen & me going peirce. they're all J's. all except me :( wahaha. i extra leas . (x

- racism is pollution, you're the solution
-ryanhiga.

♥;melanie.

Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 8:34 PM

in accordance to EVELYN'S BLOG:
precisely! how can you do this to us girls ! i hate you(:
thats one horrible thing you did manzx.
talked to sherylyn darling;claudia jie;evelyn baobei;xuan meesua&chipmunkx3. ONLINE :DDD
hohohoos [:
&to that someone out there, : i'm not gonna talk to you cos you are somehow related to HIM. (:
hooboy, what a pathetic day.
didn't do much, so theres nothing to say . zzzzz.
donte know why, feel like talking to elena sister ):
hahas :D
today me&meesua crazy. he call me penguin i call him chipmunk. zzzz. suddenly call me superstar.
WTFFFFFFFFFF. hahas!
ZZZZZZ. 19th we know seconday school wtf lah. uughhhzxczxzc.
i dntwant go sec sch life lah ):
i miss primary school zzzzz.
everytime passby marymount surely cry. meh -.-'

endinghere.
loves to all you people(:

@ 5:31 PM

OI YOU KPKB IS IT.
YOU WANT FUCK HERE FUCK THERE DONTE COME TALK TO ME LAH .
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
i DONTE like going out with boys.
UNDERSTAND?!!?!?!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU REMIND ME OF?!
you remind me of my parents.
you want be like them?
kpkb everyday say i make excuses.
if my older sis makes a mistake THEY dont tell her off.
ONLY ME.
i leave you be lahs . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
SUPER DULAN LAH .
its bad enough i get treated by them this way.
i donte care what you all say already.
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE.
I DONTE
LIKE
GOING
OUT
WITH
BOYS
UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!
YOU WNT ME FCK OFF I CAN.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
WO GEN NI BU SHOU. even if whoever went out with you or whatever
I DONTE CARE YOU UNDERSTAND . ZZZZZZZZ.
_______|_______.

pcb, next time donte say you want jio me out le.i definitely wont go
seeing how you rly are now.
aiya you bushuang cos i nvr go out w you,
i donte care le lahs. zz.
i hate being the one ALWAYS taking initiative.
TO SAY SORRY, TO DO THE PATCHING UP.
i'm always ALWAYS doing it. i donte want to do it this time.
not me. no way. this time, i'm NOT. saying it anymore. ZZZZZZ.

Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 10:25 PM

i'm so effing SICK , me taking the initiative ALL the time.
i take the initiative to sms you first, if i dont,
YOU WONT.
i hate that part of you. its finally over. and i'm free.
i donte care what you say anymore, and i donte care what people say.
i donte know you, boy. you're no longer an existance to me.

now, all i have to say is, you were never there,
you never spared a thought for me,
and when i needed you, i donte feel you. i can't reach you.
your heart is blocking my attempts.

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boy, all i need is to see the truth.
the truth lying among all the thousand lies you've told.

endinghere,
-dead end, boy. one of the mistakes i've made in life was loving you.
1512o7;12o1o7;

Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 7:03 PM

ohkie. i've done another one.
just like, see and comment. thanks (:
this one is on hardwork.
except its like, HEARTwork. haha.

www.blackened-so2.blogspot.com

thanks. description in the blog (:

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hais. it looks like we're really not meant.
you've found a new girl, my boy.
i cant stop you from loving someone you truly love.
i guess it just ends here.
it's over.
everything is over, all the months we were tgt.
who knew something like this would happen?
all these months i've hoped for a turn to the better.
and it turns out?
you're with another girl, boy.
what can i do?
tell you off? shameful.
i cant do anything, if i want to keep our friendship,
i'd have to keep quiet.
i dont want to start a fight.
on our anniversaries,
we'd sms each other, and say we love each other.
and that this relationship will last forever.
heh, i guess i was wrong.
forever, doesn't exist.
its out of my reach boy.
i'm really sorry, about the mistakes i've made last time.
about how much i loved you last time, but i didn't say to you.
i was always afraid my friends would laugh at me.
that i had a boyfriend, and they'd start teasing me.
scared? i shouldn't have been. i regret.
i would've told the whole wide world that i loved you.
but no, i was afraid of teasing. what am i?
a coward? i know you love someone else now.
i guess i just didn't give you the love that you needed.
when we were really close, you'd always tell me you love me.
i never said it once. i was afraid.
i guess i was wrong huh. i shouldn't have been afraid.
you gave me a sense of security, and i didn't make use of it.
i'm pathetic. i'm really sorry. 1512o7.
the day i knew that you dont belong to me anymore.
what can i say? your msn dp was proof.
if it is a misunderstanding, i'll leave it as it is.
i acknowledge the fact that you're no longer mine.
its over, its a dead end, we cant continue anymore.
we CANT. i won't allow it to continue.
i wont stand what you've done. i'll keep my heart this way.
unbroken, and i'll be cautious. i'm not gonna get it bleed over a fool.
i just cant bear with the loneliness you left me with.
and the fact that we haven't been in touch for a long time.
you've made a mistake , boy.
i keep telling myself that it's gonna be alright.
we'll eventually be close to each other when time passes. but no,
as time went, you found someone else.
i've always hoped for the better. but who knew what you did.
i waited, boy, i waited. i never thought it'd end this way.
looks like i was wrong.if loving you was the best thing that happened to me,
i never, want to love you again. i wont stand how much i got hurt.
i guess it left me being very hurt, even if it was the best thing that happened to me.
i dont want to let time repeat itself. you're no longer mine.
i'm no longer yours. we'll walk our own parallel ways.
just like they say, two parallel lines never meet.
lets keep it this way.
i'm sorry, and goodbye.
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12o1o7
1512o7

Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 11:37 PM

i've done a simple blogskin .
donte say i copy whoever or whatever .
i just got the idea.
so yeah. leave me a comment. there's a tagboard there.
please and thanks (:

www.blackened-so1.blogspot.com

check it out ! :D

@ 3:28 PM

OMG NEW SLEEPING RECORD .
thanks to LEXY! liauxinyi. hhah.
(:
4.oo man.

bkk SUCKED man. i never. EVER. want to go back again -.- ,
alrightie. the first day, things went haywire.
EVERYTHING DID.
SCREW BANGKOK .

Day one:
went airport to check in our luggage, uncle andrew let us cut the queue.
went on the plane and slept.
came out of the plane, quickly grabbed luggage, and took taxi to marriott hotel resort and spa.
during taxi ride, got phone call from peirce SECONDARY school.
said my sis's luggage was still at the airport from last year's trip.
wtf? we went to check our green luggages cos it was those that sis took.
all was fine . all green bags belong to us.
we continued driving. until i suddenly told them to check the black bag.
they said, nevermind, thats ours. i effing went to check and it was a diff one. not ours.
what did i tell ya HUH? -.-

Day two:
went to the bangkok fa shen place. did all those meditation stuff that i don't want to say . nyungh -.-
bloody hell i had a headache. and i have one right now.

Day Three:
took boat across to bts skytrain. during boat ride saw a deadbody. floating in the river.
it was the back, so we didn't see the face. thought it was a man. wearing jeans. and striped shirt.
i got freaked and the boat driver reported to the police. went to JJ weekend market. shopped like mad.
spent alot of money. came back and asked driver about the deadbody. it was a woman. wtf -.-

Day four:
went for boat tour. saw the houses near river. went snake farm. and zoo. took picture with snake. effing disgusting.
after that went back to hotel slack. went back hotel, changed shower eat dinner go sala daeng. everywhere we go are clubs.
the effing sleazy women doing pole dances when we passby. utter disgusting behaviour. went back to bts skytrain,
people selling sex dvd's -.-' effing sick .

Day five:
watched night at the museum then went to JJ MALL to shop. bought a few things only. mom dad bought alot -.-

Day six:
went swimming at hotel in morning, aft that went shower and packed our luggage. asked hotel people to get our luggage.
went packing realised we needed one more bag. went down lobby found out the BLACK bag AGAIN was missing. damn.
effing lobby people . went to buy bag, i got chain. went back and they found our BLACK bag. went airport. ate, saw this
hot guy. lofls. he went to sg too. well anyway, aft that went plane. sat next to this indian guy. omgosh lah.
he snore so damn loud can. i coulnd't sleep. went back singapore and i was DAMNIT glad. smsed xuan . aft that smsed kenshin.
aft that went sleep.

and ytd nothing much happened. tried playing dance online. omfgzxzcs.

endinghere.
did you guys miss me? :D

@ 3:20 PM

who am i kidding man.
i keep telling myself that eventually it'll end.
but i just cant help thinking that i don't want it to.
it's just not right.
i keep thinking the positive.
but who knew it was already in the negative.
thinking positive in the negativity, it just wont work.
sure there are times i kp here kp there.
compared to you?
i dont know.
it's not working out.
i couldn't even think of your name.
why couldn't i?
why is my heart wavering?
no, when i wrote it down,
i couldn't help thinking.
that it's wrong, it's just wrong.
why did i even write your name there?
i felt like erasing it, but i just couldn't.
if it was wrong, why couldn't i make it right?
i swear, i'll never write your name down again.
one day, i'll be strong enough to let go. i promise.
-------------------------;
somedays i just make it through.
but there are nights that never end.
Sometimes i just need a listening ear.
not a quick answer.

Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 11:56 PM

HAPPY BELATED ANNIVERSARY TO:
ME&&SHERYLYN! [:
weees.
i'm sorry i went off a day before our anni so i couldn't wish us happy anni.
so, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLINGGGGG. :DD
i love sherylyn just the way she is.
that, i promise will never change.
forever will i love you;
the eight of everymonth.

8th december 2oo7.
the last month of the year, ILOVEYOU!

SHERYLYN DALRING IS LOVEEE.

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ill blog about bangkok tmr. im tired (:

endinghere.

Thursday, December 6, 2007 @ 6:40 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN ZHUSAI!

TJ ! wishing you a happyhappy birthday the day before i leave ! ((:
you're lucky i'm not leaving on your birthday :D
hahas. (:
ANYWAY ! meet up soon yeaps birthday boy [:
heh. i'll get your present. i think. (:

ENDING HERE.
again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN.

@ 1:27 PM

ehh . BROKE SLEEPING RECORD .
SLEEP AT 3.3o SIA .
woots!
thanks to kenshin.
harhar.
YTD:
i slept at 3.15.
faked sleep at 12+
then crapped a whole lot with sister.
kns so many smses came in lea.
went to jul's house for a while.
were talking about who we like and who we dont like.
we're so GIRL you know.
haha. and then you know more of the girl stuff.
laughed like fuck .
came home and use com awhile .
hohohoos .
THE DAY BFOR YTD:
i was playing com at night.
then so many people talk to me.
KNN.
kenshin ask if can call me.
i was like NO.
walau keep pestering me.
haha.
then in the end rly call.
TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ALR RIGHT .
hohohoos .
then aft turned off the com and crapped on the phone lars .
he say talk for 10-15mins only.
i was like ohkay lor.
THEN TURN OUT , talk until 3.3o.
4hours sia.
my phone batt turned damn low.
hahars.
OHKAY .
ALL PLS LISTEN TO THIS .
TMR IM GOING BANGKOK .
BIG FUCK CAN .

damnit lurs . all must miss me ohkay.
haha, x=

zz. then the worst thing is.
ma de, nadia keep saying i forget her liaos.
i donno how many times tell her alr.
I DID NOT FORGET HER!!!
tmd _|_.

then nothing le lors .
i rly damn angry laas .
so many people kp .
i dnt care le leas . zz.

ENDING HERE. :D
many loves. (:

Monday, December 3, 2007 @ 9:13 PM

hohohooos.
YES, I AM JINGWEI;-
heh.
today, nothing much happened.
things i did today:

1.woke up in the morning and did some stuff to the mp3.
2.smsed joanne.
3.talked to joanne on the phone.
4. crapped with joanne about our pasts.
5.took more pics.
6.edited pics.
7.did my blogskin.
8.didn't eat for the whole day.
9.updated friendster.
10.talked to minnie! :DD she's so cute-

people i miss: )x
1.sherylyn darling!
2.felicia older sis!
3.felicia bestiee!
4.xinyi candy nuer!
5.rkycia flykite!
6.tsy erzi !
7.melissa wong!
8.claudia jie!
9.xuan twinnie!
10.melvin korkor. { heh }
11.peiyang korkor.
12.gary korkor.
13.wei ta korkor :D
14.reuben the shortshit! { suprised? heh. }
15.joanna :D
16.joanne SENIORRRRRRRRRR.
17.kimberley fuckbuddy!
18.yiping jie!
19.chermaine looi!
20.belinda ng!
21.CLARISSA HOOOOOO.
22.Samantha NELSON.
23.anisha!
24.the rest of sixdee.
25.and a few people i forgot to mention (:

sorry if your names aren't here!
i probably forgot somewhere.
sorry! :)

TO MINNIE :
the code is like this : [font face="webdings"]Y[/font]"
READ THIS CAREFULLY!
change the "[/]"
to ">/<"
alright? i hope this comes out properly.

SMS REPLIES:
(sorry i'm not replying some of the msges.)
xuan:yeaps! ill definitely shop till im beat :D
i look forward to thursday!
where you start begging me not to leave singapore.
HEHEH :D

Sunday, December 2, 2007 @ 10:30 PM

raaah. god i'm so pissed at maple.
for some reason i can't login.
and btw, i know my password VERY CLEARLY.
hehs. sides' it's all maple's fault. harhar.
my mp3 is finally here. can store up to 500songs :D
heh! bling bling ~
my com got refragmented.
so i lost alot of things.
since i had to clear loads of stuff for the most amount of free space possible.
i lost some of my songs though.
just SOME :D
hurhur.
and now it's currenly 1o.3o at night :D
tmr i've got to pack for friday's trip to bangkok.
you know what? i'm starting to miss this place already.
even though i haven't left -.-
hahs!
._.
my main goal at that place : SHOP.
heh :D
aight, i guess that's all today.
uber short post :D
hhah.
just gonna show you my mp3
don't say its old or anything cos,
my aunt got it specially for me.
say it's old and you're dead -.-
oh screw this,
here it is :D


bye homies.
harhar. that was random :D
welcome back , felicia jie/senior :D
hohohos.

Saturday, December 1, 2007 @ 2:14 PM

heh. yo peeps. (;
siannnnnnn.
sorry i haven't blogged for a long time.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANTA CLAUS, SONIA MO! :D
sure, ill get your present.
I MIGHT.
heh.
okay, nowadays home is RLY boring.
i can't do anything.

TRAGIC NEWS
-------;
all eyes please pay attention to this:
i'm going off for bangkok on friday.
argh.
hmm.
but i guess it'll be time-consuming.
so i don't have to, rot at home.
heh (:

alright, end of news -.-
YAY! i got an mp3.
my aunt bought it for me :D
she said, it's for my efforts for psle.
even though i got a C for science,
at least all the other subs i was able to get A :DD
eheh.
gosh. i feel so lethargic lea.
):
screw holidays.
hurry up, secondary life!
i can't wait for christmas!
my relatives are thinking of going to the sea
i dont know what boat their renting,
but its a big one with cabins.
heh, and we're getting a driver too :D
x:
melissa's moving out,
and we're celebrating christmas at their house (x
i can't wait to see their 4storey terrace! :D
weeeeeee.
aight, gonna end here.
im uber bored.
someone help!
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BYE :D
-BABYpenguinn. HAHA. :D