Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 10:29 PM

I'm not stressed.
I just miss life the way it was before.
That's all.
I miss the times where i would go to Melis' place after school.
When we would go for tuition together. When we would scream at each other.
When secondary school was still miles away.

Now i feel so burdened.

@ 9:00 PM

G-dragon, Jiyong (L)

HELLO PEOPLE i'm doing this to prove that my blogger is working fine and has no problems (:

Alright so i'm not gonna be here for long. I've got to do math!
And it's already 9 ): how terrible.
Yanyee is sick today ! O: O: O: how rare!

Oh and here's the highlight of the day.
Screw school to the max !!!!!!!!

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAJUN BESTIE :D

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 3:05 PM

DYTH

why are you always like this?
i bought it for myself and it was a big pack. i just bought it on friday, and its completely empty today. IT'S MINE FOR GOD'S SAKE WHO THE HELL SAID YOU COULD TOUCH IT.
YOU'RE ALWAYS LIKE THIS WHENEVER SOMEONE BUYS SOMETHING YOU FINISH IT IN NO TIME. HAS IT EVER OCCURRED TO YOU THAT YOU SHOULD ASK BEFORE YOU CONSUME IT? APPARENTLY IT WAS MINE. MINE. AND I DID NOT GET TO CONSUME IT EVEN THE TINIEST BIT. SHIT THIS K!!!!!!!!!!
BLOODY HELL

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 9:08 PM

( Look at my face. look at that jawline. look at it. look looklook. DONT LOOK LA OMG )
HIHIHI school was alright todaytodaytoday.

I have nothing to blog about! O:
2NE1! (L)
I have a physics test tomorrow and i haven't studied. Am i screwed or what?
Anyway i might study after i post.
OkayokayokayokayokaykoakyoakyokayokaokyoakyOKAY.
Okay. Today was shit.
English was boring. Literature was half-boring because ms hong's so paranoid about noise. Chinese was shit. Art was alright (still boring though).
Maths, was the most enriching lesson. Liz and i went crazy. (It's always been that way.)
I think our demented virus spread to rongyao. o:
WE LAUGHED AT NOTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think noah thought we were in the afterlife.
After the lesson, idk what kind of stunt rongyao was trying to pull. he flicked his pencil case up and it went flying and detonated at my head causing an explosion ( of laughter ) and everyone died. Of laughter.

Emberassing much? No shit k!!!!
Anyway, after school went to eat at tp with nat & yanyee.
Told lots of stuff to yanyee and then took 855 to tuition w yanyee. She harassed me! D:
Okay nvm. I dropped the bottle of water yanyee asked me to throw on the way out and it almost rolled under the bus !!!!!! I hyperventilated. o:

Okay GONNA GO NOW BYE.

Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

TODAY IS A TIRING DAY.
I. FEEL. LIKE. I'M. GOING. BALLISTIC.

I am very tired and i'm going to sleep soon.
But i feel like ranting on some people who depend on people too much.
I hate it when you ask me this because apparently i hardly even know you and although you try to sound nice it makes me feel like i'm being made use of for your own benefit. Get a life, okay? Usually its for god's sake, but i think in this case, for your sake. since you only think of yourself.

And i miss this particular loony even though i see him everyday. He feels so distant now ):
( EVEN THOUGH HE BETRAYED ME IN PHYSICS CLASS TODAY )
Okay let me give you an example. He's like... like... UMMMMMMM.
Like money, you know? You gotta cherish money cos money is time and time is money and okay this is going nowhere. The point is, if you don't focus on looking after the money, and you turn away for a second, the money is gone before you know it.

JULIANNE JULIANNE ON THE WALL, WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK?
I MISS YOU SO. SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN FOREVER, SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE.

Training was alright. If you see scars on me soon, you'll have to know Karin is to blame. She keeps resorting to violence ): One day my leg will be broken and it'll be alllllll her fault! D:

Gottago, gonna lose the dark rings.

Tsk, sluts.

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 9:57 PM

2NE1 is complete hotness!
( So much better than 4minutes! Don't bash me sueanne )

I woke up pretty early today despite sleeping late. Producing deeper eyebags o:
Signed in to MSN, talked to nata who told me she'd sleep til 12. But she woke up earlier than me, the irony. And then jasmine talked to me, and we squabbled about our kpop fetish. Obviously my jonghoon's the hottest in FTIsland, and she regrets not liking ftisland earlier ! Cos they've already went back to korea ): I saw them while they were in Singapore, though. Jealous? ^^ :B :p :) C:

Went out for a movie with vbclique at around 3. We were supposed to meet at 3 but i left the house at 3. HEEHEE :B

My earpiece is spoilt ! ): It harassed me so much! Mom & dad are coming back tomorrow.

Back to the subject. I saw natalie in the mrt ! Well actually, it was when i alighted. Nevermind, we saw Yanyee & Rachel. Yanyee was wearing lingerie :)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
As usual, Qian was the latest. Ate at superdog while nat & qian went to buy tickets.
Then Yanyee and i started counting the number of survivors in 2012.
10% of the world's population .... They sidetracked for awhile talking about school, then i suddenly shouted " 6 HUNDRED MILLION "
I think they were embarassed. I flew up and hit my head on the ceiling.
We watched obsessed and i almost died watching it yanyee and qian kept yakking like it was the end of the world. *(&^!(%&)@(%*&)*(#@%)(@^*!&%@&#^*#%$@ hovering all over me. I swore i could've exploded.
Anyway obsessed was good. Teaches you the morales of life ( to hell w it ) like srsly i don't even know.

We became retarded all the way home.

I AM DREADING SCHOOL SO MUCH.

Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 12:32 PM

IPW GROUP :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

YESTERDAY
School as boring as usual ):
Maths test in the morning O: LAST QUESTION CAN DIE my hair all fell out
-Interval-
Drama. I'm playing Evelyn for drama and I CANNOT sing those horrendous songs !!!!!!!
Omg its like the whole play comes from the medieval times or something.
The songs sound so chinatown like i'm going back to the 50's ):
Liz is my bestfriend ! In the play.

Afterschool,
met audrey at the canteen and bussed to hub w audrey, sera & her friend c:
hoshi naega JA ~
btw idk why we went to hub o:
supposed to go check for harry potter but audrey decided to go to my house.
Ate and talked about school stuff then i saw one sssssssssssssss lut
I saw my handsome son ! (: (: (: (:
Went to meet audrey's friend at the basement and i bought tako :p
Bussed to my house. goodbyegoodbye baby ~
At home, read magazines and watched JA and big bang videos O:
AND we watched parodies which i almost died on the floor laughing
GD : " a real man doesn't ask for directions "
BB : " he's been running for 3 whole hours "
Brought matcha( chi ) down and sent audrey home she missed her bus twice
= waiting
= 2x98162986593271652 billion years
= infinity

Going home my dog almost bit an old man ( damn guilty )
Don't talk about it.

Melanie: who is that man i'm going to fight ! prepare for battle
Audrey: no man violence doesn't solve anything
Melanie: it is silent assasination

Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 9:13 PM

Something that says, "i really need you"

Even if painful days are awaiting us, I will never lose you.

Changed my skin. The old one slightly got on my nerves.
Nothing much to say( I say this all the time ), the class has been unusually busy these few days because of family day planning and class tee production. Will blog about today tomorrow,
thanks for today, Aud. It was rly fun!

To hurt is to be hurt.
Idk if it made sense but as long as its comprehensible. ( To me, at the least. )

Alright, movie w Qian on sunday, probably.

Oyasumi.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 9:37 PM

Why do you feel sorry for me?

Hello, _________________ (SENTENCE CENSORED DUE TO CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES) .
Nothing much has been happening recently.
It's so mundane ( yanyee i know you're reading this! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA *laughing at what i'm typing* ) that i'm beginning to cultivate cynicism.

Okay sidetracking, i'm a dead duck ):
I can't find my home economics food science booklet.
Okay i found it.

Funny how books subconsciously affect you in one or or another. ( Not that books have a conscious ) But recently i've been into this particular book. Recommended my Natasha, tyvm!
Its called Blind Faith. I walk around the school carrying this book so its kinda obvious.

Okayokayokay, school today was as mundane as ever ( YANYEE )
" The aura in class exuded great mirth! "
Did i mention, i think having Mrs Ng ( Yes, as in the VP ) as our geog teacher wouldn't be so bad afterall. I mean, she's funny and amusing. What's entertaining is that she laughs at her own lame jokes, which is really funny! If she was any indication, all the staff in school certainly have a weird sense of humor. I kinda enjoy her classes, since she doesn't catch skirts anymore. Or less frequently, i would say. ( I figure she's not living with us. Probably some other world, other than this one. A world where everyone wears long skirts. ) Which she clearly seems to already be in the afterlife, IMO.

After school, lunch with natalie & Grace. Took 855 with grace tuh tuition.
Came home, read, and slack. Gonna go now, deprived of sleep.
Tomorrowwwwwwwww, now sayonara.

Don't give me that ironic smile, i can take a hint.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 10:46 PM

Short post.

I'm tired, beat, exhausted, dead.
I feel like i've lost my motivation to do anything.
The aircon is on and it's blistering, imo.
My temperature is 35.5. Is that normal?

Apathetic.

Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 9:42 PM

Its been long since i last updated (once again)
How infuriating, I have alot to say but i have no clue where to start. Which is why i find blogging such a hassle, sometimes.

So i'll start in chronological order?
I always have this itching desire to blog, but i lose my inspiration in no time.
Which is exactly the same situation i'm in right now.
I've just decided. I'm going to.......
Blog.

Friday i came back home to sleep, period.

Saturday, tuition first, then i sped to dhoby ghaut because qian was waiting for me there.
You know how she is. Once i reached she kicked up a huge fuss.
Trained to Boon Lay, and ended up sitting on the floor in the mrt cos it was overcrowded.
The crowd was ridiculous! That aside, we sat til Boon Lay and once we reached Qian was nowhere in sight. She immediately teleported to the stage at jurong point o:
The aftermath of anxiety, i guess i should've been more prepared.
I like swords, you know? (:
Soon Natalie reached and we devoted ourselves to queueing for qian.
After our legs were incinerated for an hour, we hid at cheers o: Everyone was looking at us.
I think my sole was torn apart. After much deliberation,
Homed with natalie (L)

Sunday, stayed at home to slack. Mom & Dad flew off to US.
They're in Florida and Las Vegas. You know what comes into my mind when i hear Las Vegas?
Its moolah baby. Dinner with grandparents and plaza sing (bought posters at CC.)

I'M FAT.
Moving on, Today was crap.
At IPW, Nat, JY & Qian came to mdm Ang's homeroom to wait for me.
After which walked to the bus stop w Qian. Grandfather sent me home with loads and piles of food. Enough for hibernation already O:

Seeya. Sleepy!

Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 10:32 PM

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIANNE ( x ) JIA YINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I won't say out your surname cos i know you don't like people to know it, so. You're in boston now so i can't wish you through the phone nor can i wish you in real life. And i don't know your number so i'm always waiting for your call ): Anyway, hope you're enjoying life over there. Really sorry that i can't go over and celebrate your birthday. I've got school and stuffs. Nevertheless, when you come back we'll go celebrate! Just the two of us! :D :D :D :D Take real good care okay! Whenever you feel down or upset about something you can call me anytime. (: I love you cousin! Thanks for always being there for me. Melissa, i know you're reading this, and i love you all the same alright! So i'm not being biased whatsoever, I LOVE YOU TOO! (L) Both of you will always be the best cousins ever! Julianne, IMISSYOU YOU PABO/BAKA/IDIOT/BENDAN/whatever idiot is in your own language! Come back soon, and safely too. I miss you so much! So here's a really really really awesome and long post JUST FOR YOU.
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU!

SORRY ITS 2 DAYS LATE. I'M SUCH A FAILURE ): My blogger has problems processing. ANYWAY, I SENT YOU A LETTER! So, read it when you're free alright. And when you come back, we should go out again! And celebrate your late birthday. Also, come back before the 25th! I want you to come for my school's family day (: I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH.

Lots of love, (L)
Melanie.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

HIHIHIHIHIIHIHIIHIHI :D
I haven't been updating, lately. RIGHT?!
So, today, i shall. totally. blog.
I mean like blog. bbbbllllllloooooooogggggggggggggggggggggggggg !

SO TODAY. Nothing happened o:
School was as usual ( i did all my homework, can you believe it? ) Anyway yeah.
I think i went crazy during art, in which i started talking to myself due to frustration. Jannah sitting next to me must've been freaked out. O: Elizabeth kept staring at me & i think something happened to shiyee's artwork. And i exploded. The computer lab turned into dust!
Sorry shiyee ): Hahahahahh, after art ( which was math )
I think i kind of freaked Rongyao out. Being the only guy in the group with 2 retards is really scary.

I laughed like crazy for no reason ): I assume it was because Mr Lee showed us some SUPER HILARIOUS, COMICAL, AMUSING video of some people rapping out the pythagoras theorem.
And then after the video i just laughed non-stop. My hair turned afro for awhile.

After school, went to novena square w Yanyee, Nicole & etcetc.
Anyway, yanyee and i were talking non-stop. The whole bus was filled with (&^(#@*^%!(*&%^(*#&(%*^(*^@!(%*&)#^*()$@^*^@!%&*%$!@^$#^!%$@&^%!&@^#(^%_!+_%&)!*@^%!$ because yanyee was talking really loudly. And she spit everywhere o:

So ate subway, left w yanyee and yanyee and yanyee and yanyee BYE.
Then after that had tuition, and now i'm home.

LELOUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

( This is like the best post i've ever updated ) Tah.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 9:17 PM

I guess no one bothers to read anymore because my blog is starting to become a vegetable. ( idk what this means but idc )

Nevertheless i will try my best to update even though no one even reads it.
My blog is gradually becoming a hindrance, but i won't let that happen!
Besides, it's only something like, balk. You know? It's just heavy, that's all. I can easily lift it up ( Strong )

And there isn't much to blog about anymore. ):
I think i'm still in holiday mood. And i'm becoming a sloth :O
Sloths are like super cute. But they're friggin' lazy.
MY ENTIRE BODY is rotting. Because training's been suspended! I don't know what's wrong with me. Half the time i dread training, but the other half of the time i actually want to do some exercise.
I think i'm going crazy. I'm just gonna explode one day, no doubt.

:D :B :3 :$ :# :@ :S :X :p :V :5 :7 :8 :| :U :H :P :G :A

Okay moving on.
Can someone just slap me until i sober up?

My life is a mess! ): Y'know? Like that pokemon Tangela.
Fluffy little cute bunnies flying over the moon, pigs count from 1-3 and skyrocket to mars!

~^^~

HEEHEEHEE

Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 9:42 PM

School has been a complete hindrance ever since it re-opened. To the extent that if i had superpowers the first place i'd massacre would be school. Burn it down! :D
OH, and can you believe i got a lecture from miss hong for 45 minutes? I mean, sure, maybe it was partially my fault, i don't know. But i just can't comprehend the meaning behind her words. Every sentence contradicts itself, so what am i to ingest, again?
" I am not wasting your time, Melanie. YOU are wasting MY time. "
....
( Then again, what am I doing? Listening. To you. Which is taking up MY time. And yours too, of course. But who's the one prolonging the conversation? I wonder. Prolonging the convo = prolonging the amount of time. Prolonging the amount of time = wasting time. Wasting time = wasting both of our time. )

So, after much deliberation, she finally succumbed to futility o:
Yeayyyyy - -
OMG THE TIME.
Okay i gottago. Yanyee wants me to help her print something. Byebye!