Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 9:30 PM

You know there are times where I feel like blogging, but when I'm online, i completely forget to.

HARO FEHHHHHHGS (This word dedicated to Natalie. Get well soon, boy)

Okay okay okay so Nat didn't come to school today. Math was boring because I had no one to sit withhhh sucks. Chem was boring as well. Physics needless to say. Chinese I died. Ss my fingers swollen. Assembly ............. WAH damn interesting and entertaining man.

I just practically summarised the whole series of events that happened today.
Came home, slack, revise, AIYAAAAAAAAAA LIFE IS SOOOOO INSANELY BORING.

Okay bye tmr got Chinese test going to (actually) study.
I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chineseI love chineseI love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese I love chinese ..........................................................................


wow I'm still alive.

Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 7:16 PM

Cross Country,

Hello eveebowi.

My muscles are sore all over neowwww. I have problems with climbing stairs k, my muscles are aching like hell. Ran 3.4km yesterday for cross country, I was fainting already. It's been a long time since I last ran such a long distance. Plus, we had physical the previous day. Idk why coach made us jump over benches when he knew we were having cross country the next day.

I came in 21st :c numa numa eyyyy.
Nevermind I will work harder next year !!!!!!!!!!!! Anticipating sports day already heh heh.

I started running at the front line, then lots of people started taking over me. But I overtook them in the end. My muscles were dying I walked up the slopes because I didn't want my legs to betray me when I was nearing the line. Since the rest of the terrain was flat along the road side, I managed to take over a few more people.When I saw people chionging from behind, I chionged all the way to the finishing point I didn't even give a damn about who were in front or behind me anymore. I almost lost my sanity there o: AAAAAAAAND, 21st ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *#^%(!&Y*(YQ(EFIQY*&@T#PEWBER :c
Oh,thanks to everyone who were cheering for me along the way and as well as the npcc girls who screamed like mad when I was reaching the finishing line. I WAS SO INSPIRED AND MOTIVATED I almost cried!!!!!!

After the run, some shit happened sorry for having to tolerate me. Thanks to Nata, Deirdre, Qikang, Jasmine, Fel and the rest of 2e3'09 for lifting my spirits !!! :p I felt much better afterwards thank you & I love you all/
Took a bus with the rest to amkhub and spent time with them for a short while after which I was forced to go home ......... ):

I WILL END THIS POST ON A GOOD NOTE.

HAPPY FIFTEENTH BABY NATASHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Thanks for being my bestfriend for 3 years and always listening to the crap I tell you everyday. You are always looking out for me and worrying about me, also, thanks for yesterday aight c':
SO DAMN TOUCHED CAN. FIFTEEN ALREADY LAH GROW UP !!! (R)(R)(R)(R)(R)

Bye Earth Hour's starting soon.
TAKE PART OR DIE SUCKERS

Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 8:02 PM

Cross Country tomorrow. ( dreading it )
School was damn boring as usual. I wanted to die during chem but since I am so smart and hardworking, I persevered ....... but to no avail.

Aiya shit I just realised I have to do chinese by tomorrow !!! THERE IS PEIRCE EARTH HOUR HAPPENING TOMORROW oh no... I have to be tortured by the guys in my class when they start making weird sounds when the lights are off.

NVM. I will sleep during earth hour.
Training was physical training today. We had to jump over 8 benches I nearly fainted.

Should I do chinese or not? Dilemmaaaa emmaaa llamaaaaabananaaaaa
Nvm I'll ask God.

Bye

Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 9:30 PM

Life, sucks.

I have never had a day worse than this where I feel like everything is my fault even though it may not be but this feeling is just overwhelming. Damn my plant is dying. Please don't die you pretty little thinggggg. And then I miss youuuuu and you don't bloody care. Furthermore there are also mad sectwos whom I've never even talked to before asking me to shut up. Wow, I never knew they had such authority. Don't worry I'm not the police so all you'll see in school is people glaring at you from all over the place that's all.


I MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART YOU LUNATIC

Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 9:38 PM

Sometimes I feel I have no idea what's going on in my life anymore.

Okay, shouldn't oil and water be separated by separating funnels? The model answer says its incorrect but that doesn't make sense because I'm just following what the textbook is indicating. I really really hate pure science. I really shouldn't have taken it in the first place, what's wrong with me?

My brain going have menses soon and then comes the cramps .........

Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 12:06 AM

Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 8:39 PM

(F)Melanie, says:
*_______the pig
full of shit
it so big
like a rabbit
*see the baby
want to party
in a jucuzzi
make me naughty
*Im audrey
the laundry
full of coolness
unlike the poultry
*are you away?
you are so gay
you make me pray
and go stray
*dont freak out
you are not loud
I am your mother
so is your father
and your daughter
who is a flounder !!!!


(F)Melanie, says:
*I say what?
dont be a duck
I'll make my mark
and fart
and fight a truck
without luck
we can earn some bucks

@ 12:46 AM

Hello It's 1245AM right now I was trying to finish up my homework. I haven't exactly finished it yet ................... Damn. Okay quick post. Training today @Rjc normal drills blah blah blah. Boringggggggggg went to have lunch at j8 okay skip the small details.
NOTHING MUCH ALREADY ACTUALLY. Went home ( sorry Rongyao ) took 57. The bus driver was handsome !!! How often do you see a young & handsome bus driver? NEVER. Okay he wasn't exactly that handsome but waaaaaaay more good-looking than your average bus drivers. Hardly any bus drivers are that young either. Okay I will stop now this post is going nowhere.
Tomorrow movie with Audreyyyyyyyy yay gonna come back and watch ( ... ) heh heh heh heh.

I REALLY HATE HOMEWORK

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:28 PM

I am going apeshittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
Because I have so much homework that can actually pile all the way up to mount everest. What a holiday. I spent the day alone at home having time all to myself. Surfed the net in the afternoon while talking to Aud & Maverick. Came across a christmas tree fisheye bush wow ............
I wanted to go sleep after that but I decided not to so I did the homework for History. AND I swear my printer has something against me. It freaking has issues man it wouldn't let me print my bloody homework !!! Had tuition which I was dreading the entire day. Training tomorrow @Rjc again sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@ 12:40 PM

Ah blogger. it's been so long since i've blogged in blogger oh but whatever :p

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 8:19 PM

Nikon

Whenever I hear Baby by Justin Beiber being played, I feel like slapping someone. I mean the chorus is pretty catchy, but the starting "OoOoO0O0oO0Oh" just makes me feel like massacring everything in sight.

Training was alright today. Was supposed to meet the girls @730 but instead I woke up at that time. Training was supposed to start at 8 but I was still at home. Met Jingyi at around 8.20 at Marymount and walked to RJC. What a tedious route man my legs were dying already ( oh my stamina..... )
Oh I just realised I've been repeating the same song for the past 3 hours. Anyway, I was warmly welcomed by yanyee's holy divine blessing water spurting out from her water bottle. Started playing matches blah blah blah the usual. wah prcs damn good siol ( right, Natalie )
Had lunch at Rjc (Y) good food man, good food. but the $$$$ all fly. 851 with Rachel. Lynmay called on the way to the bus stop and saw her walking across the road HAIIIIIIIII LYNMAY !!!!!

Came home, bathed and took a well-deserved nap which I haven't taken in a long time. Yay finally recooperate my white/red/blue/green/black cells.

K I'm going to drink another glass of milk.
Friday nize outing k Audrey ! :D :D :D

Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 1:13 PM

Cameraaaaaaa, :)

Been bringing the camera around w me these days. Snapshotsss, :p
Went over to Audrey's place for dinner. Talked, you know, h2h stuff c:
Will update this space later, gottago do some stufffffffffffffffffff BAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 9:58 PM

Nationals,

My phone's megapixels suck. I really, really want a new camera.
Most of the pictures are with Deirdre. Congrats to the boys for being second in the zone !!! :p
Even though you all lost by 3 points, theres always nationals to work hard for.
Be proud of yourselves :)

One fatty from the opposing team had issues. He has serious problems man, I mean, yeah I know you're fat stop showing off. Okay, won't elaborate. You wouldn't want a long line of vulgarities (not that I'm actually vulgar but yeah) coming out due to the anger surging in me o:

Time to hit the books !!!
Bye.

Oh, this one's for you, tanwenxiiiiiiiii :)
Yes, I read your blog. Yeah we did drift apart, :( But its okay! We're in the same class this year, things will definitely get better. I love our class of course I'm happy with you all. 2e3'o9 is like my family. Understanding and fun to be around with, I love you all lah. Sorry I'm not always with you all. (L)(L)(L) Luv you dearest appleyyyy!

Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 8:00 PM

Life.

Yes, I really do want to be happy.

Hellorw, I'm home, drained and weary. I feel stiff all over and my blood feels oddly stagnant.
My eyelids feel like they're being intensely pulled like it weighs the entire world.
My body feels like it's been rotting for over a century and started moving only recently.

School was terrible. Chem, stinks. Like, what the hell, Mrs Leow. What on earth are you talking about? Training made everyone pms like crazy. I don't want to talk about it, really. It was just a bad day.
Phototaking tomorrow, gonna hafta look prim and dainty. Looking forward to the holidays, I can finally take a breather. I hate hate hate hate hate school sooo much it could kill me.

Aight bye, I'm going to take a look at math.
Waves!!!

Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 10:04 PM

Stop acting innocent. its disgusting.

So you think since it happened two years ago, It's nothing now?
So you were just putting up a front two years ago? A facade of sorts?
So you think by making up a cover would make me impressed at your fake innocence?
So you think It doesn't matter even If it was a small lie?
So then, really, who are you?

Or rather, was it REALLY you?

I'm so glad I don't know you anymore.

EH HELLO I WANT A NEW CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I WANT A LOMO PHREAZ.

Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 9:39 PM

Random photoooo.

@ 9:08 PM

BEOWZ

Herroooooooow, fishballs.
FINALLY END OF THE WEEK GASPING FOR BREATH ALR.
Finally gotten back all the papers. I did really badly :( I failed physics badly!!!!
Oh I just realised theres no shampoo, I need to rejuvenate my hair cells.
Back to the topic, yeah my results this term were really bad.
I NEED TO TAKE A BREATHER FROM ALL THE BAD AIRRRRRRRR.
(By the way I managed to pass Chinese yay)

Audrey and I went to catch Dear John today. How can anyone find It boring I think its really meaningful and everything you know. Except the last part which ruined the whole show.
Amanda's reaction just gave everything away. According to Nata, she laughed like crazy at that part. Went back to school for like 5 seconds and then bought drinks and home. Did I mention about the crazy 166 bus that drove onto the sidewalk and pretended to break down? A sub bus came shortly after and then the other bus drove away.
Come on la can't you think of a better way to avoid your shift?

Anyway I'm tired. BAI

Ps/ Happy Birthday Low Qi Kang!!!!!!!!!!! Luv you bro.

Thursday, March 4, 2010 @ 7:59 PM

Marked with Intricacy.

School is completely sucking my soul out.
I suddenly feel like I have no freedom. Not only am I lacking an enormous amount of sleep, I am not drinking enough water and furthermore, I am still getting bad grades. Not to mention, I am insanely exhausted what with all the brain cramps and the fatigue. I should have treasured the holidays more. What can we do in order to vindicate the rights of us, students? That's right, nothing. Because school is everything now, the world, everything that revolves around our lives is about school.

How joyful it would be to live a simple yet dainty life.

Training nearly killed me today. Physical training, to be exact. Well tomorrow's Friday, I can finally take a break from an exhausting week. I always look forward to Fridays with Audrey, I can finally relaxxxxxxxx yes !!! :) And also it helps to get things out of my head.
Okay I'm off to bathe, do E-learning & History homework, sleep.

Bye peepowz.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 2:05 PM

Are we really alive?

Hellow crazy gypsies.
Was supposed to go to Keith's place but I decided not to since tuition got pushed back. (Sorry guys) Rongyao's birthday was yesterday. Happy Birthday President/Taichou !!! How's the divorce with Sam coming along? Pretty sad, huh. Thanks for 3 years of fun and laughter !!! :p Forever the joker & the cuteboy of the class. Hope you had a great birthday with us.

On to something else. E-learning was terrible as usual except the fact that I slept in and woke up late for E-learning. I'm hungryyyyy. I haven't done chinese yet, half done with english, half done with math, done with ss, done with chem. Ahhh, lost the mood to blog. Things like these need inspiration and unfortunately I just lost it. Bye pewwwwwwwbers! (Joke)

I know you talk behind my back, I know it very well.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 9:47 PM

Are you happy?

I love 2e3'09, you're all like my family.
(L).

I hate my life. I understand problems are inevitable, but why do they always happen so often to me? Why me? Why?

Maybe I should learn to be anti-social.

Monday, March 1, 2010 @ 8:55 PM

My life is burning.

I don't know but, I swear If God ever gave us the opportunity to switch lives or something, you probably wouldn't want to take my place.
Seriously, It sucks to be me.

Being in a new class and all, It just isn't very .. nice(damn, my vocab). I hate being separated from my friends. It sucks when all your friends are doing well except you. Whenever I needed help, they were there for me. Now? I'm on my own. I mean, being independent is supposedly a good thing, but It's really frustrating.

I really ought to pull up my socks. Brush up on my studies and all. There's so many things that are distracting me from staying on track. Problems after problems, sometimes I really envy those super muggers in my class. They don't have anything to worry about except themselves. It's really unfair how some people naturally do well without having to study like it was some god give talent or something. Like, it isn't really giving the people who work hard their due credit. No discourtesy intended, but I really have a strong distaste for people like them. It's not their fault or anything, I'm just being insanely selfish, that's all.

I hate it when I study for long hours or burn the midnight oil just to study, and then what do I get in the end? Nothing. Nothing shows, nothing at all. All i get in the end is frustration and disappointment. Then I get angry at myself for being so stupid, making careless mistakes even though I try so hard not to. There are times where I really hate myself for being so dumb. Like, why couldn't I have done better? Why did I make such a silly mistake?
Then again, what have I done to deserve to suffer such bad results?
Yeah, maybe because I'm just stupid.

Maybe this is karma, maybe It's my retribution for something bad that I've done.
I don't know, not trying to be too religious or something, but would It hurt to make myself feel better even if it was just a little? I don't want to ask for too much, but I really pray hard to at least get distinctions for the next few papers I'll be getting back.
Please God, help me.

Off to do Amath. Bye.

Troubled.