Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 5:56 PM

know what? just stfu .
i don't wake up at 6.oo in the morning, to listen to your fcuking nags.
everything is my fault isn't it.
Sure, maybe Michelle told you what time she had to go to school,
but she didn't tell ME !
And there you go, nagging at me, for waking up late?
EXCUSE ME, SINCE WHEN WAS 6 O CLOCK, EVER LATE?
i used to wake up at 6.20, to go to school.
now cos of Michelle's annoying CCA that she's so obsessed over,
i have to wake up early, for the sake of her!
Okay, so maybe my sister gets to enjoy it, cos it's HER cca.
But do you know, how it affects me?
I wake up at 6AM , to go to school, AND ROT till assembly.
i could have spent the 20 minutes, sleeping in my warm, comfy bed !!
" jie already told you she had to go to school by 6.30 "
" NO? "
" DONT TELL ME THAT, OKAY. "
know what, i don't care if you ADORE your older daughter that much.
i don't care, if you LIKE her, more than me.
all i want, is to get out of the house, and pretend i don't have a family like you.
You don't give a fuck about me, i know that very clearly.
don't think i'm that dumb. i'm observant.
You just don't want to show Michelle that you're a bad parent,
that's why you're still giving me a bit of face.
Excuse me, i don't need your love and compassion and all that shiat.
I know, you think i'm useless, forgetful, and stupid.
i don't care, what you think.
I don't need your care, if it doesn't come from the bottom of your heart.

I just want the freedom, to decide for myself.
no need for you, to plan my future.
I'm sorry, but no matter what, i'll never give up on getting what i want.