Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 7:49 PM

sorry i havent been posting .
i've been having frequent headaches lately .
and theres nothing to do in school either . just thoughts of geography clouding up my mind .
tests all through the week , parents picking on me , maybe they're the reasons for my headaches .
i slept early yesterday . before shutting the computer down , i checked my contacts . no one seemed as retarded as me . sleeping at such an early time ? you crazy moron , its a friday . yea well , i was bushed. happy belated valentines by the way . a very random post , but its to get stuff out of my mind . lately everything seemed so clogged up like books piling on top of each other , expecting me to read them . guess i cant get my thoughts right . i'm not even thinking right now , everything's just coming out on its own . its cold . the aircon's blowing directly towards me and my cardigan isn't helping . i feel like playing the piano . know i dont read the scores . i memorise them and play without a score . i wish i could continue learning piano. but my mom doesnt want me to .
why cant i learn something i'm interested in. i don't have god-given talent you know. if you're saying i have a god given talent , you're not really giving me my due credit .
anyway , i gotta go now .
i'm gonna go to sleep soon .
before that, my dear piano is waiting for me .
seeyea around;
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