Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 7:03 PM

ohkie. i've done another one.
just like, see and comment. thanks (:
this one is on hardwork.
except its like, HEARTwork. haha.

www.blackened-so2.blogspot.com

thanks. description in the blog (:

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hais. it looks like we're really not meant.
you've found a new girl, my boy.
i cant stop you from loving someone you truly love.
i guess it just ends here.
it's over.
everything is over, all the months we were tgt.
who knew something like this would happen?
all these months i've hoped for a turn to the better.
and it turns out?
you're with another girl, boy.
what can i do?
tell you off? shameful.
i cant do anything, if i want to keep our friendship,
i'd have to keep quiet.
i dont want to start a fight.
on our anniversaries,
we'd sms each other, and say we love each other.
and that this relationship will last forever.
heh, i guess i was wrong.
forever, doesn't exist.
its out of my reach boy.
i'm really sorry, about the mistakes i've made last time.
about how much i loved you last time, but i didn't say to you.
i was always afraid my friends would laugh at me.
that i had a boyfriend, and they'd start teasing me.
scared? i shouldn't have been. i regret.
i would've told the whole wide world that i loved you.
but no, i was afraid of teasing. what am i?
a coward? i know you love someone else now.
i guess i just didn't give you the love that you needed.
when we were really close, you'd always tell me you love me.
i never said it once. i was afraid.
i guess i was wrong huh. i shouldn't have been afraid.
you gave me a sense of security, and i didn't make use of it.
i'm pathetic. i'm really sorry. 1512o7.
the day i knew that you dont belong to me anymore.
what can i say? your msn dp was proof.
if it is a misunderstanding, i'll leave it as it is.
i acknowledge the fact that you're no longer mine.
its over, its a dead end, we cant continue anymore.
we CANT. i won't allow it to continue.
i wont stand what you've done. i'll keep my heart this way.
unbroken, and i'll be cautious. i'm not gonna get it bleed over a fool.
i just cant bear with the loneliness you left me with.
and the fact that we haven't been in touch for a long time.
you've made a mistake , boy.
i keep telling myself that it's gonna be alright.
we'll eventually be close to each other when time passes. but no,
as time went, you found someone else.
i've always hoped for the better. but who knew what you did.
i waited, boy, i waited. i never thought it'd end this way.
looks like i was wrong.if loving you was the best thing that happened to me,
i never, want to love you again. i wont stand how much i got hurt.
i guess it left me being very hurt, even if it was the best thing that happened to me.
i dont want to let time repeat itself. you're no longer mine.
i'm no longer yours. we'll walk our own parallel ways.
just like they say, two parallel lines never meet.
lets keep it this way.
i'm sorry, and goodbye.
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12o1o7
1512o7