Wednesday, November 7, 2007 @ 7:45 PM
,♥ lemme go home ):
i've got true friends and fake ones.
i'm a hypocrite don't you think?
i've got friends who use me, and pretend they're really your friends.
and after you know them better, they're sluts.
i really don't know why i put up w them.
and i promise myself, i will not anymore.
starting today, kuro will not let anyone take advantage of her.
sometimes, friendship is used for love.
they ask you to follow them to meet their loved ones.
and then i realise it's not really cos they wanna go out w friends.
its cos they don't wanna embarrass themselves.
isn't this what you call.. being USED?.
i'm not gonna say who's this person.
i feel like an idiot following her here and there.
i'm not gonna do that anymore.
other friends chuck you aside because they have no time for us.
instead they're there talking to their boyfriends.
i find myself a total arse.
why am i following her?
why do i feel uneasy when i'm w her?
i guess all i do for them is just for them to like me.
to like this hypocrite-of-me.
i've got true friends who love me, for who i truly and fully am.
these friends cheer me up.
but sadly , these kind of people are about 1/4 of the population of the world.
thanks, my true friends, for being there for me.
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by the way, if you're wondering who it is,
when is say "her"
it doesn't mean its a girl.
i just don't wanna say "him"
.... so, you get the point.
IT DOESN'T MEAN ITS A GIRL!!!!
get that fact into your brain please.
FUCKFUCKFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
i wish i could scream and swear and curse all i want right now.
i'm fucking pissed.
even my audition char and skill is KILLING ME.
i don't give a damn no more !
FUCKYOU.
my life, is a mirror, shattered into million pieces.
and right now, i'm trying to recollect these pieces to put them back together.
but each time i try to pick them up,
the sharp edges prick me.
everytime, i get hurt.
everytime.
&i just wish you were here to hear me out.
but you're not there, at that special place that's reserved for you.
the throne only meant for you to sit on.
for you to seize my heart.
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, ♥ these words hurt, and i hope you get through that.
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