Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 10:58 PM

Tick tock on the clock.

What's worse than attempting to do a write up when I have no idea where to start?
Nothing really. But still, that's not the point here!!!!!!!
I AM DYING.
I've completely lost my inspiration to do the write up. My mind is flicking on and off like a switch. Nicole, I am not progressing with the write up at all. Please do not manslaughter me. I feel like a blob now. Sigh.

@ 1:58 PM

We're chasing stars to lose our shadow.

I MISS AUSTRALIA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The birds,
The weather,
The cows,
The mountains,
The forests,
The rivers,
The towns,
The eyecandy,
The people,
The breeze,
The feeling of freedom.
Everything just makes me overflow with exuberance.

Why doesn't Singapore have any of these?

Julianne is going to Japan. Melis is going somewhere "awesome". And me? I'm stuck here, in Singapore. Sure, I went to Australia, but that Isn't much of a holiday for me. I want to go with Julianne to Japan so badly. SO BADLY, YOU HEAR?
Sigh.

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 8:11 PM

I Love You, Audrey Cheong !!!!!!!!!! :D

Audreyaudreyaudrey !

Happy Birthday Audrey Cheong.
You'll always be my favourite senior( Senpai ) & Idol ( Aidou )
Did you get the drift? LOL. Thank you for always being there for me and being such an inspiring person. I'm sorry i posted this so late, will tell you why tomorrow.
Don't keep forcing yourself aight, I know its hard to hold it in. You know you always have me to share your burden with you. Don't cringe at the thought of your problems anymore. Don't be afraid of them okay. I know I'm not at any position to be telling you anything, but I don't want you to see you like that any longer. I can't take it, If you suffer, we can suffer together. You're not alone, audrey. You should know that very well. Stop confining yourself with those repulsive & meddlesome problems. JUST FLUSH THEM DOWN THE TOILET BOWL.
I love you for who you are, so live life to the fullest. AND stop looking so resigned when you ponder into deep thoughts o: Your entire being exudes animosity I can smell your murderous intent kidding. HAHA
SEIZE THE DAY WITH NO REGRETS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * hardcore background music playing * By the way that was an avenged sevenfold song. LOL

When you're sad or when you're down, think about the stories that I told you.
I love telling stories when you're around. Shall I tell you one tomorrow? Are you going to anticipate it? I love how we can relate everything we talk about to our stories.
Like the man drowning at the atlantic trying so hard to look for the fallen bbq pit.
I thought he turned into a monkey but actually I can't remember anymore o:

ANYWAY LUV YOU LUV YOU LUV YOU LUV YOU LUV YOU MUCH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY.

KLUVYEWBAI.

Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 7:42 PM

I wanna know what love is.

It's been a lazy day.
There really isn't much to update about. I'm thinking of changing my blogskin.
Christmas is gonna suck this year. It's so hot now !!! Tomorrow is a speeeeeeecial day.

Kay i'll be serious about this.
Yesterday was boring, I woke up pondering heavily on various things. I texted Rachel and asked her if she had anything on. Then we came to decision - Go over to her place. We cooked lunch at her house ( spaghetti ) and watched boys over flowers while eating. It was in chinese i almost died listening. Talked for awhile, then Jingyi came. Painted our nails and then soon Natalie came over with... as usual, boys ( qikang & hadi ).

Soon we left the place. Jingyi & I rushed to the bus stop tgt and soon, Home.
My blog is decomposing due to the lack of posting.

Put up the christmas decorations today.
Attempted tying a huge ribbon, but to no avail.
Bye. I'll try to update more frequently.

Maybe I'm the only that's been looking forward to It. Things that include us as a whole, things like Christmas, don't we celebrate it together every year? These small little get-togethers that we seldom have are the things that I look forward to the most. I know I've always acted like I was obliged to do these things, but at least I've always been there. Every year. This time, the whole lot of you aren't even going to be here. What's the point of christmas anymore? Obviously what you've all been contriving all these while and what i've been hoping for are two different things. Why are we still celebrating without you guys?

Really, what's the whole point anymore?

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 9:37 PM

Tattoo your name across my heart, so it will remain. Not even death can do us part.

Funny how the inspiration i get that drives me to blog is derived from boredom.
You know, I shouldn't be lazing around and all. I'll get fat o:
Maybe I should do something more practical. Like digging wells for the poor, isn't that just the best way to spend my time? I wanna help out at Mum's office but It gets boring there sometimes. I will persevere ! Plus, I can endeavor and explore places I've never been to.
I'M TIRED !!!!!!!!! I want to drink milk :(

Oh well bai! I will update SOON. (ha. ha.)

Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 9:31 PM

Sydney, Australia.

I look super bad in that but its okay. I like the pic :D

First day:
Went to school at like 5? Then took a coach to the airport. Camwhored after checking in, o: Ate dinner at ajisen ramen then we went on the plane. 7 hours plane ride, i sat with weiqian, yanyee & wenxi :) We sat on the airbus A380. Watched deathnote & slept. Actually i watched more stuff, but i never completed them since they were boring.

Second day:
We reached sydney at around 6AM (Australian time) and took a coach to the Sydney Olympic Park. Took a tour around the place (it was pretty boring) But it was pretty cool at the same time. Well I slept on the bus so I was pretty grouchy o: OH AND the weather was great! It was cold and tingly. Just like the floor at home but colder !!! :D Next headed for Nowra Wildlife Park. Slept on the coach, it was like a 3 hours ride? I almost died. The wildlife park was cool. We saw dingos and emus and horses and kangaroos and crocodiles and wombats and !!!!! MORE. Emu's are dumb. Kay then we checked in to berry sports & recreation. Shared a room with yy, qian & rachel :) Played games at the sports hall. Bathed then everyone was talking in our room so I went to the other room because of some stuff. It was noisy anyway. Eventually we slept after I returned to talk for awhile.

Third day:
Ate breakfast w VNBthree and then we set off to the river to canoe. Sat on a canoe with Gerald & Rachel :D My arm was practically dying. And my shoulders were literally falling off !!! It was fun though. After that we did raft building. Went back to the dorms to change shortly after, and on the way we met kids from an australian middle school !!! THEY WERE SO CUTE. We had buritos for lunch and there me & nicole made friends with Kurt & Jackson. THEY. WERE. SO. CUTE. I think Jackson's cuter ( in terms of personality ). Played at the field with the australian kids. The funniest one was the toilet game. O: Insane man. Though we were kinda isolated, we gradually blended in. c: After that we went to play games at the indoor sports hall and Jackson started dancing. HE WAS SO CUTE OMG OMG OMG OMG faint. Did our reflections after that and bathed. Something happened at night too lazy to explain all i can say is that loser tour guide was extremely annoying to the max. WATER LILLYYYYYYYYY ~~~~

Fourth day:
We had breakfast and I overheard that slimy eel telling mdm foong about the stuff we did the previous night. Typical, much? For our first activity, we had to collect twigs from the ground to start the fire for our damper. But before that we did boomerang throwing. Didn't really feel like doing it, but I did it with qian anyway. After that we collected MORE twigs and we started cooking our dampers. Sat w qian and started the fire. The smoke kept getting in my face so i moved next to my pigster of a brother. Then keith moved too. Qian didn't want to move probably cos she was lazy :# :@ :% :$ Everyone started cooking their damper. I was one of the last few that started cooking but I finished cooking earlier than the others. Luckily it was edible o: Went back to the dining hall to have lunch. Then we played volleyball w zhewen & chongboon(?) I think? Went to do high elements after that. We did the giant swing. I nearly died I HAD AN ADRENALINE RUSH !!!!! I shouted " son of a cow " Its an internal joke. heh heh. Went back for dinner and after that we walked through the fields. Jingyi & I nearly got attacked by a cow o: ( kidding ) it was so cute. Like my dog ! :) We walked further in the forest and settled down at the campfire place. We lit up the campfire using the sticks that me & yy enthusiastically found. We put in so much effort looking for sticks and only had 2 marshmallows !!! So much for our hard work :( I walked with jingyi back to the camp and it was really dark. I will never forget that traumatizing experience !!!! Paul kept attempting to scare rachel & the others. Never worked on me hohoho I am immune! Bathed and designed the cards for the instructors. We own right, Nicole?

Fifth day:
Woke up early. We had breakfast first, then we had to bid farewell to berry camp :( Passed our the cards to the instructors and said goodbye to everyone. Sarah, May, Kurt & Jackson. JACKSONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :'( *WATERFALL* So we left. Visited bomaderry high school lotsa eyecandy ( rachel ) :D Their school rules aren't as strict as ours which is pretty sad. For us, that is. Sat w that idiotic brother of mine. We were doing some weird stuff that primary one kids do, I have no idea why. AND SO SALLY AND DAVE LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER THE END YEAAAAAAAY. After that took a coach to Kiama to eat lunch which wasn't that good. The bus driver brought us to the blowhole! It was coooooool. But anyway after that we headed for Sydney railway station YHA. We settled down in our rooms, shared the room with Nic, yy & rachel. We went out to eat at an Asian restaurant, then we went to shop at this supermarket place. Shopped around w yy, rach, sera & yusheng. We had lotsa of fun didn't we? Then rachel became really scary after i showed her the waterbottle i thought was cute o: LOL. After we went back to YHA, we bathed and sung at the same time. All of us were singing karaoke in the toilets, it was crazy but fun. :D Went down after that, to play computerrrrrrrr. Slept shortly after i signed in to msn telling everyone I was fine.

Sixth day:
Had cereal for breakfast. Then we went to shop at paddy's market. Walked around with Rachel and we bought lotsa stuff ! :D Especially the customized caps. Don't you luv them, rach? :p Met up with jingyi cos she wanted to get the cap too, so after we did the caps we went to the upper levels of the mall. Bought stuff to eat, we didn't take notice of the time and we were late in the end. Went back to YHA to check out and waited for the coach to come. We waited for milleniums. Went to see lots of things :) We saw the sydney opera house and took pictures. After that bused to the direct factory outlets near the olympic park. Shopped with yy & rach. Shortly after, yy vanished. Leaving me & rachel once again ! We are fated to be shopping partners. LOL we bought lotsa matching things. Went around to buy stuff. Puma, Converse, Jayjay's, Billabong, Ripcurl, Rivers, Giordano. BRANDED THINGS !!!! $$$$$ :D Soon, we were already at the airport checking in. The woman took a few hundred years to finish looking through my passport. Bought last minute things at the airport before getting on the plane. Sat with yanyee & Jingyi in the plane. Another 7 hour plane ride. I watched 3 different movies and stopped halfway because they were really boring. The only movie I completed among the movies i watched throughout the two plane rides was deathnote ( i've already watched it many times ). Reached the airport and saw mom & dad waiting outside the belt. Said bye to everyone and left. IT WAS A TIRING DAY.

I AM FINALLY FINISHED I AM SO TIRED NOW I AM HALLUCINATING COWS.
Goodnight!!!!!!!!!

@ 11:18 AM